I might say this is the most memorable Ramadhan i ever had. Last Ramadhan was a real breakdown for me, but this year.. hmmm i could say i was and still happy. The bad thing was that i skipped gym for the whole 1 month which is, duh.. i wasted the whole money on the monthly fee where i could be buying a nice kebaya top from East India Co. Well, last year Ramadhan, someone been totally changed into new leaf and tried to dump me. He then tried to have me back after Raya, which i totally neglected it. 2 major of why. Maybe cuz i thought that, that was the perfect time to try to live without him and because i was with Z. Z was a close friend.. but when Z began to commit his life with his job that required him to travel and all.. i had my breakdown again and began to miss that someone. And i had him back. And all that we had been through, i know that i have my heart for him. Him and only him, though i know that we may be not together in the future and he didnt seem to put any effort on it, i...