Musical Life of Hushgirl

Years ago when I was still working in my old place, I had this little crush on my colleague. My business user to be precise. But of cause nothing happened, though we were pretty close when he broke up with his gf.  Well the part when I were that little closed to him, I learn that he is this typical Malay guy whom I seriously couldnt cope with. And the part when I am seriously not his taste :p so before things getting more serious I know it was the best thing to do to step down and be colleagues who befriends with each other.  Yeah, at least things aren't awkward and Alhamdulillah, we are still friends till today.  However since I start my tenure in my current place, we didn't talk much since I can't use so much of my email for outgoing address and of course I know he is now with that girl. So I won't be bugging him at nite on whatsapp. A week before I flew to Indo, I had lunch with Izan and she told me that My beloved mr Tikus is now engaged and will be married next mon...

I was hungreh just now.. Well not just now.. About couple of hours ago. Had a light dinner and sungguh tak biasa!  I didnt eat cuz im trying to lose weight and why is that? I guess u know. And why now? I guess you would have guess it.  Back to my hungry for food.. Yup for now, food only. You know whenever i was hungry, i alwiz look for a pretty good looking pictures of food. It satisfies me! I did this all the time.. Esp during the month of Ramadhan. Last year, almost everyday i would trade food pictures with my coffee soon to be milkshake buddy Riz. At first it was pretty annoying cuz he intended to make me hungry, so I sent him more evil pictures. Lol So from the food pictures, I was attached to some well known local blogs. From the not so pretty, to the prettiest. Well, most with selfies and stuff. Quite interesting, though I made some comments which i keep it to myself but then, let them be. Its their blog. If you dont like it dont read it. Its not their job to entertain y...

Few weeks back I was watching this new commercial on the new tv series called Mistresses. I was having a feeling of not wanting to watch it cause it seems like involving scandals n stuff. I hate. Marriage is supposed to be something sacred but people nowadays don't really respect it. I hope I won't be involved in any scandals.. Well, almost. But yeah, Thank God for this ugly face n fat body.  Back to the series, I happened to watched 2 episodes tonight since nothing's good on tv. Can't watch any food shows, tryin so hard to shed this baby fat. So the series were surprisingly interesting, it was just about scandals n sex. It was more on post-scandals. Regrets, forgiveness and friendship.  So this lawyer Savannah slept with her co-worker until one day she got pregnant. It seems like her husband forgave her but he couldn't accept if the baby is not his and decided to move out.  I have this feeling that if the guy really loves her, he would accept the baby even if the b...

So when I wished my cousin Nana Happy New Year, on NYE I asked her - what if i put my fb status as that.. Misi Mencari Arjuna - soulmate seeking mission.. Lol She just laughed. I didn't, not because I afraid to be labelled as desperate but honestly, I'm not even looking. Yes, I admit I wanna be with somebody, but with this age, people expecting a ring on my finger.. Not a dating phase.  Somehow I too think that love is for teens.  I want a companionship. I don't really see myself as a wife mothers.. U know, I did, but not anymore. I think I am too old for that.. Too late.  Well then, welcome 2014.. I have no idea what's in store for me but so far.. I'll continue tomorrow.  XOXO -Amylia- P/s : well never too old for selfie Kawaii photo app on my ipad LOL

So a friend of mine texted me and asked me a very simple but very disturbing question. She asked why we stopped being closed.. Lyke we never ever closed before.  I didnt answer the question... I went to sleep. But you may guess, i couldnt sleep. The next morning i answered her question. We spent half of the day talked and shared each other updates.. Though i dont have anything much to say. Couple of days back, L was still in town and told me that she would be back to JB for good. She wanted to see me. You know, i dont have much friends... Theres nothing wrong with me but i have this paranoia of getting too close and one day they will go.. So i dun keep myself to close.. In fact i dont keep in touch.  But they do.. Maybe im special.  Amy - sleep now, catch the sun later. Good Morning.

So you know how sucks is MTV nowadays n how rarely we all watch it now... Thanks to youtube obviously.. Somehow my sis duk recommend this show called Catfish the show or the series.. I cant remember n not feeling to google it.  I knew the term catfish when it was featured in gLee. And i never know how serious this catfish thingy. Thot it just for fun n stuff. Last nite was reading about this selangor footballer with his catfish. It was pretty interesting! So how dangerous it is to put your picture all over the net .. Some people may create a fake acct n start talking to you. Pretty scary huh..  xoxo  Amy

To sn00kiz if you read this n forgive me pls gimme a call. I miss you.  Xoxo  Amy