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Half awake, half alive

Hey,
Despite the injured left thumb resulting complication in texting blogging - I still feel like to write something.
I didn't write about it earlier but yes there was some dramas happened in Bandung. Those things were side effects from low self esteem, very emotional and lack of patience.
All of those I inherited, but recently I alwiz told myself to calm down and be very2 patient.
So yeah drama happened, people sulked and lose a family. This n that. I dunno. To me life is too short, u love someone u let them know, if ure sincerely love him its okay if he love someone else. U might be loved by someone else. So things are like that. Its all back to basic, if you love someone, u let them free..
And u know what will happen next.
But of course, if he came back to u, it doesn't mean things will work out nyway.
Ahh I'm so tired n sleep, a li'l bit of emo. Nasib la who got those emo sms-es. I just wanna annoy u. =)

Later,
Xoxo, Amylia


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