a perfect snow angel

Supposedly today would be a wonderful day when we have been too distant physically and emotionally for so long. Maybe the other party doesnt really care much about this, and maybe I was too cool about this all the while. Came this holiday season and you know, the time of the year where all I see Love on the screen I began to find myself very alone.

Snuggling on the Christmas eve and watching The Muppets on Christmas morning would be just a dream.

When we care so much to take care of one's heart, we forgot to take care of ours.

Hope there will be a good cartoon on telly tomorrow morning. At least, my tradition to watch cartoon on Christmas morning will cheer me up.

but not A Christmas Carol please. I have met the real Mr Scrooge.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

love you like a snowflake,
Amylia

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm, maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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