I dont have a proper adjective for January. But since the month starts with J, I chose Jumpy. Cuz mood was jumpy, weather was jumpy, feelings was jumpy. :P~
The week started with me with a mixed feelings. You know things when you care about someone, of course you wanna show it right, somehow if the party doesnt appreciate it, then its a big sign that you're unwanted. I guess I just have to open my eyes big enough to finally realize that this is NOT a dream amy. Wake up.
So the rest of the week I kept quiet. Which, didnt mean I give him all up. I just felt like to run away.
But, why run when you want to be found?
Exactly. So I didnt, So i just made myself available. Although I was physically not available.
Seriously I dont understand what Ive been typing.
Urm, so Ma stayed at the crib for the whole week. The kitchen finally completed on Thursday, what a relief. I just hate take-outs and dine-outs. I mean, just sometimes its fine but not too frequent. For this case, we dined -out for like a month or so. Truly, Im more of a home-ly person. I love stay in. Except, while travelling..
Owh talking about travelling, we ( me and the fams ) settled some for our Bali vacation this year. The air tickets, the hotel and the tour. It wasnt a cheap good promo package but I guess it should be okay for my parents. I hope it convenient for my parents cuz the tour was scheduled, the food was arranged and the tour will be private.
Me and my sister went to Bali on Sept 2009. It was more of free and easy kinda travel. But yes, we didnt see much. Things will be more this time. and Like any other girls, I hope my 3rd visit to Bali will be the honeymoon I will be with my future prince ( whoever him will be ) and I have this dream to surprise him with this honeymoon gift from me to him ( well, yeah.. if ONLY i could skip the whole expensive show off hantaran stuff during the wedding )
The private villa, the shower and private pool in the yard.
Splendid!
Okay, back to my jumpy week. Bali is settled. Kitchen settled.
On wednesday nite, my sis was craving to have satay at Satay Station. I would like to skip it as I think I had spend so much time with my mom. I cant be with my Ma so close cuz we both "panas", we have similar emotion type so we got into fights easily. Okay then, I stayed back a little in the office and back home after Maghrib, turned out they actually waited for me to go together ( even when I said I dont wanna go ) So yeah, we finally settled ourselves in Satay Station Ampang Waterfront. The one in Setiawangsa has been closed for 5 months already.
Thursday was pretty quiet for some things. I felt like dying inside. When Mr Tikus aka Mr H aka my once favorite business user came to my place ( lyke usual ) I would just smile and didnt really layan him to chit chat. Im taking care of my professionalism at works. I know, sometimes being too friendly or layan the user flirting with me could make the job smoother, but I had my boss telling me to keep the distant. So I did.
and I kinda like it. Flirting is fun, that was my first. I never flirt with anyone in the office before, I did it with him cuz he is single and I had crush on him ( also cuz he is damn handsome ) but yea, thats it. Be it.
Babah came on Thursday, Alex came round 7pm to finish up the kitchen. He then took some picture for his portfolio and Babah gave him some compliments. Its quite funny cuz during the renovation there were some drama between him and my dad. My dad is NOT someone easy to work with, I cant work with him. I cried a lot.
Owh yea, I had a fight with my mom later the nite. So I got to bed earlier than normal.
The friday morning we made up. But the evening she made me lost my patience when she wanted to change the tour itinerary. The travel is confirmed and booked. I had no idea what to say to my travel agent. Although the things can actually be arranged but seriously, I hate myself for this, but I really thought next time I dont wanna plan for any travel and I wanna go SOLO! So I kept quiet, istighfar and when it all came to my senses, Thank God, she changed her mind.
Friday was the last day for my colleague from Actuarial dept. She worked few months earlier than me and has taught me a lot. We were like so close ( than just a biz user ) when she said she was goin to Paris, I didnt feel ashamed at all to ask him to get me Lollipops bag. That shows how close we were, when she said goodbye ( after took some pics and handed her the farewell gift ) I nearly cried. I am so gonna missed her!
Friday was the last day for my colleague from Actuarial dept. She worked few months earlier than me and has taught me a lot. We were like so close ( than just a biz user ) when she said she was goin to Paris, I didnt feel ashamed at all to ask him to get me Lollipops bag. That shows how close we were, when she said goodbye ( after took some pics and handed her the farewell gift ) I nearly cried. I am so gonna missed her!
I went home, locked myself to bed and only came out of bedroom around 7pm to get the shower and to get ready for Dinner at Look Out Point with my cousin, Nana, my sis and Ma. I didnt talk much in the car, but when I was cool down, I could joke and laugh with them.
Had dinner at The Haven. The night was blessed cuz when we got up, we got ourself a parking. Thank God! Otherwise, we need to use the car jockey service. It only costs RM5. Its not that bad. Dinner at Look Out Point was planned a year ago, but kept postponing. Finally we got there.
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| gemok girl |
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| it was chilly. I swear. |
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| i looked ugly |
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| mine - fish n chips ( balik2 fish n chips ) |
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| Zla's - beef burger ( nice ) |
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| Nana's - BBQ ribs |
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| Ma's - grilled beef |
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| group pic |
The saturday morning, went to Pasar Tani in Melawati cuz Ma's craving for siput sedut and it been months that we tried to find it but to no avail. My aunt asked her to find in the Pasar Tani, we took few minutes to get to the right stall, finally we found it. Ma nearly cried thinking nobody sell it. ( sama kan with me, emo giler )
The, we get home to Bentong. Nana came later for lunch. Had so full lunch, giler la.. rasa nak puasa for a month!. Around 3 pm, went to Cik Dah's house in Sertik. Achik was there too. It was her birthday that day. I sms-ed her before I went to bed, she replied after Subuh. When I got off the car, she came and hugged me. She said she really appreciate my thoughts. =) Cik Dah fried us some corn fritters. My fave. so Yummy! Before Nana left for Kuantan, Achik told us that she will be performing Umrah again this year ( she did last year on my b-day) so she said, siap-siap doa lah ye. Of course if pasal ni, Nana get excited lebih keke I stay humble a bit :P haha
I am sleepy. and I dont like what I write today. expressionless.
gtg.
xoxo,
Amylia