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Strangers on the street, lovers while we sleep

It has been a tragic weekend for me but I'd like to take it as every cloud has its silver lining. At least that was something came out of his mouth, once upon a time. Having my kind of life is not easy. There were a lot of trials and tribulation, tears and obstacles, distraction and test, I had it all. However I must admit I was strong or in other words, someone has lift me up. When I was devastated, there was this man. Who listened, who heard me, who felt me, always were there for me. Sometimes, when my relationship messed up, I was like - its okay, Nabil is here.

And how do I'm gonna live now that he is no longer here? :(


Crestfallen,
Amylia


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