Musical Life of Hushgirl

Nothing can cure a broken heart No one can replace a pure soul No money in the world can buy The happiness.... But money gave the hushgirl a chance to turn her world upside down I never like the Apple. Maybe cuz I wanted that big colorful iMac before and dad didn't buy it for me cuz I was in my IT degree and we used windows all the time. He said Mac would just waste his money. So I was like no Apple for like. When my man changed his blackberry to iPhone, I grew up on liking the Apple. Still not gonna buy one ..  But I love to see him use it. It looked pretty cool. When Nabil used blackberry I changed my old Sony Ericsson to blackberry. And still using it till today. When iPad was around I felt like buying since galaxy tab was not so nice.. But the old iPad was bulky. And of course when iPad mini was out.. I felt like ok this is it. I was like - I'm gonna pop this Apple! And here we are ;) together forever. Hushgirl and her first Apple, Mr Marlon. Xoxo - Amylia 

you know during the time, life really struck you and you felt like 'why is this happening to me'.. like over and over again.. till you feel like you are now understand why people commit suicide, its just that there was the time you feel like enough is enough. its really painful, death could just stop it. i have a friend, years back.. she was in deep shit and everyday she talked about committing suicide. as i tried to digest on why would she think like that, i knew I would never understand cuz i wasnt in her shoes. sadly now i understand why. xoxo - amy

go away please. cuz I heard Smashing Pumpkins is coming to town and that will be my 1st Sp concert and I know I am not goin cuz I made my mind not to go to concert anymore but I really wanna go. Its Smashing Pumpkins and you know me, I love Smashing Pumpkins, no it is not love it is more than that but I know I will not go cuz not only I made that stupid decision, cuz most of my Smashing Pumpkins kaki are all married and at least have their own partner and nobody wanna go with me. This is just like the Jamiroquai tragedy. I hate it. I hate my life and I hate myself. Oh, I have a cute CEO. I have crush on him. im NOT okay. xAMYx

2013 - I've got my first Marc :) Excuse for the messy room, if you noticed.. Ive like too much of clothes and no where to put them :P  O yea, too many clothes, still confuse what to wear  Normal la =)  I missed my EOS too much.. havent snapped around for a while.. That was I snapped last Saturday.. since that was something I get excited about :) Just love my new bag.. My first Marc of many of them to come. Amin.  The day wasnt so sunny for more pictures to snap. It was a hazy weekend, and seriously hot. On Sunday the day wasnt really sunny too.. I missed to shoot the sun rays n stuff..  Letting my hair looks golden in the pics.. =)  Somehow managed to create a good series of photos - named it as Morning View. Inspired by Incubus of course, along with the Are You In live version on YouTube, looping for hundreds time. Shared with the special one. Ohh lapar.  xoxo Amy

its 0322 hours. i was making a very bad decision. my body was kinda sick n tired, extra long hours of working everyday.. yea i know. but craving for macchiato made me detoured to sooka sentral's starbucks. had caramel macchiato to go, drank it after dinner around 9pm. body was tired, slept at 10. malam masih muda , they says.. 0232 wake up... couldnt sleep. watching this.. the face im longing for. and i dont expect people will understand me... love, Amylia