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Mayfield

May is like a light green fields, spacious and breezy. With daisies and daffodils. With girls in their ribbons and summer dresses. Playing and running. Laughing with blushes on their cheeks.

Thats how I always imagine the month of May. Ill tell you more about June. 

The thing is, usually before I planned to write an entry for this blog, Id always get some other ideas. And turned out to be something else. Hmmp.. Familiar?


It starts with these Two words.. What if?
I had all this life rewind moment ever since 3 of my closest cousins are / had been hitched this year. Of cuz their stories are / was not really kisah cinta agung. The greatest love of all, it was just like its so happened its time for them to get wed. Something like that..

I kept thinking, that i'd be the very last in the line. Seriously.. Why?

And who am i to ask why? An imperfect girl with too many flaws, i deserve this unhappy ending.
At least.

But I did have some thinking.. What if all this while they are all the wrong ones. And what if  there is not such thing as the right one? It has been the wrong ones and will always be the wrong one. 

Round and round and round the bushes, fell down the rabbit hole.
And never come back.

Jika masih ada cinta di hatimu, maka maafkan la segala kesalahan. 
Cintailah Cinta.



I have an idea. 
Cinta Agung untuk Agung.

Ready?


xo - Amy



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