Musical Life of Hushgirl

I am supposed to post this yesterday but I was so tired I forgot to blog. Yesterday was my birthday, and it got so viral. Cuz yesterday I was on leave so today when I got back to work, everybody wished me. I hv no idea how they know. Even this special man sang me a happy birthday song. So he thought I had a very special birthday celebration since I took an annual leave - I just smiled n blushed. He had no idea what I had and what I felt exactly. The other friend thought I had a nice lunch today like people wud buy me lunch and whatever lah. I was like - no I had lunch alone! But I had crepe so that's okay :) I feel like being 32 ( my most awaiting age ) I should be less emo and more positive. I have my own reason why I waited to be 32 - but I guess its not that important anymore. Age is just a number - and u can't limit anything just for a pair of number but yeah, life is like that. Just like the fact of hey ure 32 - time to settle down. Or ure 32 and still not wearing tudu...

So today I went to Bukit Bintang, settled all the bills. Went alone, walked alone. I really missed Zai cuz she always the one who walked with me while I was settling my stuff, the finale part would be lepaking at the Low Yatt Starbucks and then walked to Hang Tuah station. So tonite I was alone. I didnt even had dinner there, I had take-outs and ate alone at home. Ahh, my loneliness is killing me. 10% discount on birthday month.. didnt buy much. But I'm happy :) xoxo, Amylia

It has been a tragic weekend for me but I'd like to take it as every cloud has its silver lining. At least that was something came out of his mouth, once upon a time. Having my kind of life is not easy. There were a lot of trials and tribulation, tears and obstacles, distraction and test, I had it all. However I must admit I was strong or in other words, someone has lift me up. When I was devastated, there was this man. Who listened, who heard me, who felt me, always were there for me. Sometimes, when my relationship messed up, I was like - its okay, Nabil is here. And how do I'm gonna live now that he is no longer here? :( Crestfallen, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

leftover steak sandwich. also the potato skin and buffalo wing green curry i attempted making. it wasnt that bad :) sidekick of green curry, terung hijau with ikan bilis  sup ayam kampung sup's sidekick, bendi with sambal udang kering food taken on the month of April. This May, I started the food control =) xoxo, Amylia

created new blog =) http://berryrumble.blogspot.com/ this is a blog strictly by using my blackBerry!

so this weekend, things were so surreal. You may guess, I sometimes thought this is not Malaysia like I used to know anymore. It changes and yes, to me, personally I so against the rally thingy. Went home late on Friday nite since got so many things to do last minute. Around 7 got call from some prankster. I dont wanna talk about it. Then around 8++ had to go and said goodbye to my Indian contract vendors. They asked if its safe to be around in the office so late, I was so ashamed. Malaysia that I know should have no problem and maintain its peaceful. I was just nodding and said, police were everywhere if they need any help. I was actually planning to go to Bukit Bintang after gym, but then told that gym to be closed on Saturday so I think it would be massive riot in Bukit Bintang also.So I adjourned my bills payment routine and just stayed home. It was devastated to stay home, reading facebook newsfeed and twitter tweets.. argh, Malaysians should be better than this. But seriously, w...

havent really play my fave toy for a while since gave Teddy to loan it, so yesterday shoot few things :) and also, yesterday had the finale dinner with Zai before she fly. Maybe, the next time we will share food together will be under the sakura tree. Amin :) if, panjang jodoh and murah rezeki =) Kindori Ice Cream ~ Pineapple and Strawberry for Zai Sumiyaki Coffee for moi! Sedap sgt!!! We went to Tony Roma's cuz we cant think of other place ( i actually nak makan sushi kat Saisaki :P ) Diggin the Roma's Sampler my first ever ribeye. I am not a steak eater, I started this year. Had t-bone and this, maybe wagyu later but honestly, not a red meat fan. my fave shoot! So cute with Zai's blurred face and Choc Avalanche. Although we were so full but I told her we must stopped for our  coffee session finale. Now, who will accompany me for the coffee session.. :( Hope Zai will have a blast time in her marriage and all. I will visit her lat...