Musical Life of Hushgirl

this song makes me think of gymmmmm :D Next song pleaseeee.... brushes found here smart ass!! Hushgirl currently listening to : Lady Gaga | Paparazzi| The Fame

amy => sucks at Games! scroll Down.. Neave is awesome!! Kudosss!! Hushgirl currently listening to : Cosmic girl | Jamiroquai | Travelling without Moving

Argh!!! The first time ever I feel like to cry at my workstation. I was assigned to back up this senior if he should be on leave. Which was OK la. Then he started to let go of his responsibility and suggested ( more like giving ) me to support the job completely. Which is to me, was quite rude. Cause he needs to asked my superior first and asked me if i am capable in doing it. I have other job too. Hello, somebody is resigning ok? Then after witnessing the fight between my big boss and my superior over him in a meeting, I was to be the person IN charge. I tell you, this people I dunno la he is such a fucking Hitler alive. No respect to other person at all. And yes he was the 1 who volunteer to do all this, now he giving it all to me.. without asking!!! And yes.. now he is tired la.. bla bla bla, stacks of backlogs to do, bla bla bla.. I remembered that once in the meeting, my big boss asked if he needs help. Fucker!! He said NO!! Damn. fuck u lah. Now its all me! "Amylia, you will...

I dunno what to say if someone need a pep talk. She was dealing a HUGE break up. Well, I usually deal with that moment alone. When I was okay, then I shared it with my friend. So when she started to talk about it, I threw her some simple questions. Damn it.. I dont know how to console her. The most I can say was.. "Let it be".. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. Well.. that's not that bad at all eh... :) I hope she's okay now. Break up never comforting. Whether it was you who need to break it or not, we would always miss the moment with the other party right?. and if you dun feel anything, that's mean u're some sort of people who got hati kering* . :P forget about that.!! Love kills! hihihi I wish I could buy Ed Hardy's tee. But its wayyyyyyy far from my Bank Account :) note : maybe I can find some at Reject Shop or Outlet Store with asymmetrical sleeve cut.. i dunno :P Do u like my graphic? It was inspired by t...

5 passes to Cleo Bachelor Party are wasted!!! :D If E found out, he must be emo. Like he never gete Emo all the time,. duh! So.. Well club scene is definitely No No anymore. I guess. But not in Bali or Ibiza :P ok If i wanna go to Ibiza.. in 3 years, how much should i save monthly? I will keep that unAnswered. But then i think, 3 years is ok la. U save 1K a month (dat means no food, no clothes no make up..) u got a real skinny but after 3 years u got like what.. 36K!!! whoa thats more than enough i think :) Ibiza here I come!!! well... Ibiza is still Ibiza dream. Like me and Ben's dream Anyway Ben is my fren's alter ego name. His real name is Amir. Well then, Beth is my alter ego name. (beth-- kiss's song.. ring a bell? no idea? --) Okie, and was actually watched AGAIN the movie he's just NOT that into you. and ben and beth were in it. They were couple!! But this Ben and Beth, we are not couple. We do not have marriage issue. He doesnt seem to get married anyway. I dunn...

Daniel Johns finally 30 year old. What a grown up man now, Mr Danny Boy.. :) Happy Belated Birthday. IN THE lead-up to turning 30 next week, Daniel Johns is considering a bit of a sea change. The Silverchair frontman is planning to follow his heart - and girlfriend - to New York after his birthday next week. Having been with Louise van de Vorst for more than 10 months, the alternative rocker has reportedly agreed on the big move to the Big Apple, where the model will further pursue her runway dreams. Having previously been stationed in Paris and Tokyo, the waifish blonde will spend "months" working catwalks and cameras in the city that never sleeps. The loved-up couple, who are both incredibly private despite their careers in the spotlight, were together at the funky Gazebo Wine Garden, Elizabeth Bay, on Tuesday night and were none too happy, as usual, to have their exit snapped by local paps. Johns and his girl were also seen at the Golden Century in Chinatown the night bef...

Can you imagine having these shades for your natural high cheekbones shade? and of course a little bit of maiden blush? :D Thats what you have have with multi colors for your blusher. Personally I cant review this product cuz I havent try one. Too bad I just bought Benetint and Coralista. Later maybe I will check out Farmasi Cosmetic at The Mall to see how this ball blusher taking effect on my cheeks :) And fyi, the price is reasonable too.. The rest of the product can be seen here :D for your eye candy treatment! Hushgirl currently listening to : I am enjoying the A.R Rahman's Mumbai Theme from Cafe Del Mar Volume Cinco :) hmmm... maybe picturing me lying on the greens... on top of a hill, the ocean below.. and Karan Johar beside me. why NOT?

I just watched Gossip Girl Season II - ep 18 and 19 and I must say, I was sad when Chuck Bass was sad. But not this time, he lost Blair and yes, he deserved it. It was like my own story, y'know me and N. We were like Miss Waldorf and Mr Bass. There was time that I am not sure which one of me that N loved. The good me, the bad me? It is just complicated and we always denied it. I guess when a relationship is just too complicated and we wasted so many tears on it, we should call it off. I know I was in so much in pain well, still is. But I am glad it's all over. (Yes this is the positive me) I am so sure he feels so good now. Maybe even more happier. Well as for me, I am Happy. I am in the process of healing :) and the end of episode 19, It was Blair and Nate upstairs, while Chuck was downstairs. Too late eh Chuck? .. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

The whole album collection just for me.. GREAT!! well cafe del mar is in Singapore. (I just knew ) check it out Ahh.. i love the music compiled in Cafe Del Mar album. all of them. its my... its feel like .. i dunno. it's relaxin.. it's chillin.. it's something sexy. note : When my salary is 7K per month I'd buy the whole cd collection. =) Hushgirl currently listening to : Bailando Va | La Caina| Cafe Del Mar Volumen Doce

OMG !!!!! I must stop now! I cant stop listening to the Hello Its Me's song. hahahah but who to blame. It was a 70's song.. not just catchy, I read somewhere that this song is actually the One Hit Wonder u see. One Hit Wonder always the greatest! like hm.. erm... Babylon Zoo - what the song called? cant remember. I finally went to the gym today. After bringing the backpack for nothing :D well, i know why I were excited to go home earlier.. I was eager to talk to Mr Skype online. I was pathetic. But today is his last day at the plant, back to JB :) back to routine. I got the nite for myself again. YAY. I dunno whether I'm supposed to miss him or not. Should I? nah Its too early.. I was still thinking about the lame-ass Nabil Well... check out some Bella Scarlett pics :) what else? I think I should go to bed :) Ciao! Owh.. I watched He's Just not That into You with sis and cousins. It was fun :) Scarlett Johansson was wayyyy hot but Drew Barrymore is still the favorite o...

Im so gonna miss Hot Donna, Eric "the Jedi master", Kelso urgh so vain, the coolest Hyde, horny Fez, selfish Jackie,... hmm especially the Circle session. huhu i know its ended last 2006. But only gotta watch the finale episode last Monday Nite. hmm.... goodbye my favorite 70's awesome people.. Hushgirl currently listening to : Hello It's Me | Todd Rundgren

When I read my blog last nite, I was a bit suprised when I saw the latest title was last Tuesday. Damn that was long ago! =D I felt like I talked to myself a lot to get the Entry material. But I didnt make any entry. Where have I been? What have I done? Anyway, I did get this image for my wallpaper and yes it is great. :) Here. there is a small tree, with pink leaves under a big green-ish tree. to me its way cool :) and i have my own interpretation u know? -16/04/2009- anyway actually this was written last Sunday but I didnt have time to post it and i dun actually remember what shud i write. Call it end now :D Hushgirl currently listening to :

I woke up in a bad mood today, Though its Tuesday and Tuesday supposed to be a FUN day... hmmm I was having a fight with my fren, Mr Skype before went to sleep last nite. So I went to sleep being a little down.. And of couse, when I always sad, I thought of Nabil. I think its normal though.. I am not hundred % over him..and he was THIS nice in the dream.. He sent flowers (gerbera i think) to me in the office together with the love poem,, which is so NOT him in the real life.,. I was sad... i want to FORGET him!!! So I went to Sogo again today cuz yesterday I saw some Hello Kitty MAC still available and I already finished my blusher .. :D But when I got myself at the MAC counter, the blusher is already sold out !!!! Damn.. I was this down and I want to be Happy!! So I went to Benefit :D and I got myself a benetint , coralista and a sample of That Gal. I was so supposed to ask for a Bum Deal sample. I used That Gal before... it was nice :) I was happy. And yes the beauty lady was a real ...

Achtung : this might be the most EMO blog entry of the year. I never been this lonely before. Ever since I lost nabil, its like im dead inside. I know I have no feelings for him anymore or i guess, if i have, its not really useful. But I cant deny that there are times I got to think about him. Yes I miss him. However this time its different cuz, whenever I thought of him, I didnt cry. Not like the last time. Tears were so cheap. Since I lost nabil, I did everything to keep me head full. Went on a break with my family, bought expensive doll, went out with other guy, gave some guys some chance to know me better, planned a girls trip to Bali, planned a 3 year future plan for myself... the more i avoid him, the more lonely I am and I am not happy. And I seems to be dead inside. I had a counseling with my gf Zai. I was okay for a moment. But the more I want to feel better, the more misery I am. I really miss him. and I lose. I just dialled his number. the number is dead.. :( and now u know ...