Skip to main content

the F word

Argh!!! The first time ever I feel like to cry at my workstation.

I was assigned to back up this senior if he should be on leave. Which was OK la. Then he started to let go of his responsibility and suggested ( more like giving ) me to support the job completely. Which is to me, was quite rude. Cause he needs to asked my superior first and asked me if i am capable in doing it. I have other job too. Hello, somebody is resigning ok?

Then after witnessing the fight between my big boss and my superior over him in a meeting, I was to be the person IN charge. I tell you, this people I dunno la he is such a fucking Hitler alive. No respect to other person at all. And yes he was the 1 who volunteer to do all this, now he giving it all to me.. without asking!!!

And yes.. now he is tired la.. bla bla bla, stacks of backlogs to do, bla bla bla.. I remembered that once in the meeting, my big boss asked if he needs help. Fucker!! He said NO!!

Damn. fuck u lah. Now its all me!

"Amylia, you will be the first defense.." fuck up!



So, the soft PM wrote up a stupid Minutes and stated that I shall seek his assistance if I got something urgent.

Today I got something urgent, and I emailed him should he has any free time to cover the log.. Guess what ( as expected.. ) he came to my workstation, asked me about the urgent task I got (like you can solve it la kan?) then he took a look at it and said 'No Amylia, you cannot use this task as a license to dump the log to me'

FUCK YOU!!!

I was about to cry cuz if I got so mad, I cry.
So I said, no, im not dumping,ok! I am asking your help.

And he went on and on and on about his stack of backlogs. and None of the time I looked at his face.

I mean.. fuck up la old man... why are u keeping the backlogs... why didnt u clear it at the first place and ask for help ? keeping the BIG EGO!! Big boss can recruit a staff for you, dummy!!

Urgh.. I just cant wait for the meeting tomorrow. Its all fucked up now.










Hushgirl currently listening to : nothing.

Popular posts from this blog

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm,  maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

the list goes on...

.. and a nice song God wants me to listen and calm my heart. You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your l...

My Nite

Rocky road and cerita cinta. Malam nan indah. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone