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Well, I used to be close to my youngest uncle. My ma's brother. He is.. urm around 8 years older than me. But we were get along very fine.

He loves classic rock and I always messed with his tapes collection. You know tape? The black square thingy that you play with your stereo ha ha :D I guess, that is one of the most nostalgic stuff I ever had.

So, among the classic rock bands that I learn to listen from him was this band called Def Leppard. And they have a lot of *'tangkap leleh' song ha ha One of my favorite song was Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad.

Every dream I dream is like
Some Kinda rash 'n' reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
You must be some kinda drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the world
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you


Well when I was in high school, I listened again to Def Leppard that this is one of the bla bla love song. I never know when I am this old, 29 years of living.. I understand the real meaning of this song. Its really touches me.

Its like, just yesternite I shed my tears missing him and today I got to listen to his voice again. Is it a new bonding or he just dropping by? I have no idea. And I dun feel like to go that deep. Im scared of losing again.

Well, I started my job yesterday - had the EL on Monday since I was still high and depressed to leave Bali. Owh gosh, just when I tried to live my life real in this big City, Zai sent me an email.

Amy.. aku sedih. Aku nak duduk kat Bali.. jom pindah Bali.


Ahhhh email yang meruntun jiwa. So the whole day I was trying to cope with "new" life. And I was a bit okay when I completed some of the urgent task. Well.. talking about completion.. I havent complete my travel blog ha ha

Hmm.. and I still dun finish unpacking. Today I brought some souvenirs to colleagues at work. Also some chocolate for them :D In return, I got to eat few mooncake and the sweetness of the moon cake gave me sugar high ha ha Then I was cool off with the warm green tea.


Owh well.. I still miss Bali. I <3 Bali. I wanna go there again..






me in front of Roxy :) managed to get a luggage bag and a tee of Roxy Bali. yey!


Hushgirl currently listening to : Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad | Def Leppard

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