Salahkah ku bermasalah?

Secara serta merta terumbang ambing
Tiba-tiba kacau bilau
Nyawaku melayang di bawah
gerhana cahaya lampu neon
Fikiran mengamuk hati berkecamuk
Terpekik terlolong

Langkah kau amat licik hinggaku terpedaya
Batinku dipukau oleh sihir di bibirmu

Guna sebelum ia kembali guna
Sebelum tarikh luputnya
Egoku terhina tercicir di pinggir
Laluku tergelincir
Salahkah ku merasa serba salah? Ya?
Salahkah ku bermasalah?

Otak kau memang cerdik
Sungguh terperinci
Batinku dipukau oleh sihir di bibirmu

Untuk seketika kuhilang kawalan diri
Untuk seketika kuhilang
Kuhilang

I used to tell Emmett that I hate when Butterfingers play in Malay. But for this one, I threw an exception. Maybe the lyrics really kena with me now.. I dunno. Maybe cuz, they are really awesome, actually.

Amy in Butterfingers circa 2006

yes, untuk seketika ku hilang kawalan diri.

Hushgirl currently listening to :

Cuai
Butterfingers
Selamat Tinggal Dunia 2005

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm, maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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