Musical Life of Hushgirl

a raining friday nite inDeed! hmmm how about for some John Mayer's? Staying home alone on a Friday Flat on the floor looking back On old love Or lack thereof After all the crushes are faded And all my wishful thinking was wrong I'm jaded I hate it   John Mayer on Love Song for No One. okie finish prologue. Like what you see? I do. The moment I checked my gmail and saw this, my colleagues was so interested and asked, are you goin to buy one? I just smiled :D As much as I love the combination of pink and black, I dun think I could fit into this skimpy lingerie :D hehe maybe later.. maybe once I got the motivation. But seriously, I wont wait for the marriage to come for the ticket to buy sexy lingerie though.. I mean that is so traditional.. If you want it, just buy la.. feel beautiful and sexy for you ownself ok what... takkan nak tunggu to wear it for someone jer.. ( of course its more exciting to wear it and to show it off for someone though.. the time will...

~ Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far. Far far away from here.~ Jenny Curran, Forrest Gump hmm yes I watched Forrest Gump just now. I've been wanting to watch it since the last eating out in Bubba Gump last 2 weeks. Yes it was Nana's birthday.. and we had shrimp.  Few years ago, I watched it.. not really understand the movie.. maybe cuz I was young. I dun understand what life is. And now I do. I hope I will appreciate it more, and if others dun appreciate it.. its your call. Never of my business.. never of my concern. Never of my losses. and here I am. Struggling at works ( big projects coming up ), with great friends ( some might leave for their future.. as long as they're happy though.. I am fine ), with the only loverboy ( as busy as hell ) and the last but not that least.. my family. Yes there might be some trouble coming along but we all know.. everything has its ending.. misery will go away, wound will heal, dark memories will vanish though love will...

Whoa! I love tragic day. I love drama day. and whats more dramatic than these :- }} Chuck Bass was at the top of the Empire State Building with a tiny black box and a bouquet of pink peonies. ( he claimed that was the romantic thing he ever did ) }} of course Blair Waldorf was there too but all she could find was the little flowers in the dustbin.. tragic! }} and of course later Chuck Bass was drinking in the dark trying to forget the whole thing. }} and of course finally Blair Waldorf arrived in his hotel and to find Chuck Bass in his sexy robes. }} Blair Waldorf was also known as Queen B of the Upper East Side ashamedly blind with love and couldn't notice Chuck Bass just-fucked-a-girl look ( even me and my sister know this look ) }} Jenny Humphrey finally got her cherry popped by Chuck Bass ( something that could have happened few years ago ) wayyy to Go, Jenny. this is what you got when you wait . }} whats more tragic than the things were revealed just when Chuck Bas...

Heyya. Lets start the day with a U2 song - Beautiful Day. You thought you'd found a friend  To take you out of this place  Someone you can lend a hand  In return for grace  It's a beautiful day  The sky falls  And you feel like it's a beautiful day  Don't let it get away  =) enjoy the rest of the beautiful Monday..  Amin. Hushgirl currently listening to : Beautiful Day by U2

My friend Blue he runs the show With hot pink purple china glow His family trees are molded No longer grows in summer he holds it closer lets it go Picks a fruit but keeps it whole Can't keep the submarining Can't keep the light from fading Grab the hate and drown it out Grab the beat and drum it out It's all so confusing Have a listen lend an ear Here's a song now if you care We can all just hum along Words don't matter anymore Adhesive love adhesive Ain't the same for you and me Cartoons like reality dogs an cats and children The deepest wound is hidden Ain't the same for you and me Comatose commodity the superheroes dyin' All the children cryin' Sell more records if I'm dead Purple flowers once again Hope it's sooner. Hope it's near corporate records fiscal year Down the river, down the river Flyin' high across the plain Purple flowers ease the pain Here, now have a listen Ain't the songs you're missin' Down the river, ...

Man!!! Tak jadi la nak shut down this blog. =) Huhu. I admit, I was really down with life couple of days ago and I decide to stop this and that. Still, owh..  Just now, I googled my own nickname Hushgirl and how much I grew up with the nickname, I got a bit.. I dunno.. emotional a bit. So I signed out from my new blogger, and signed in as hushgirl. It was a relief. This is it. This is me.  I just love my weekend. Started with my friday nite with period pain, my hottest lips and my cuhmelest crush :) He accompanied me through the horror movie ( even only on Skype ) haahaha, do I look funny when I got scared? Is it? :) Then, a rise and shine on Saturday morning, Skype-ing long distance with my bro cousin, a few Saturday night music.. a bit of emo emo session with the Ex. Again, an Ex.. forever an Ex. I wonder if he ever think of me as his Ex. hmm why should I wonder anyway.. hmm mmm Anyway, im sorry i selalu susahkan you. now u takkan susah lagi ok? God bless. KFC sessi...

Shutting down the Hushgirl. The other epic, begins. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

i need Wisdom. anybody? today is the first day for the rest of my life. 20/10/2010. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I saw a very nice sunset today when I was on board to home. I was sitting overlooking the view of Jalan Duta / Mont Kiara area and damn, it was so beautiful. I always thought sunset is only nice at the beach side, but I was wrong this time.  The Sun looked like a yolk. Very round, very Oranje-y. No, it was yellow.. the sky was Oranje-y. I wish I could share it anyway, so I got my phone to text the one I love. and I realized the phone was dead, .... hmm.. maybe it's a blessing in disguise . Hushgirl currently listening to : some Linkin Park song. He loves it.

 my Picasa is out of free space and I was thinking to upload some on my old photobucket hosting. But too lazy.. but I found some old pics I think I could share here. my Friendster profile pic. ahhh MY profile on the forum.. the best days! yeah ME this is Barbie me. cgc workstation my old Playa chuck and blair. blair and chuck.. erm what.. nate n jenny? not fair! Hushgirl is watching Gossip Girl.

this made my day, so far. you can subscribe this comics daily, (for a rofl dosage) from Arcamax Comics Hushgirl currently listening to : -

tonite i watched 3 horror movies. Alone. its Obviously spooky October .. now i need my Entourage guys to clear my horror mind.. sad, this is the season finale. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Start my day with this! brand new day everyday! Happy Birthday my lovely cousins, Nana and Zalikha. Hushgirl currently listening to : img song artiste album

in case you're wondering... 1) the weather is terribly hot and I cooked sardines for dinner and tonite seems .. spooky! 2) almost lost an office crush, Mr H. cuz of working stuff. I wrote him an apology email. didnt reply. Big Ass Ego. and big stare i got this morning, but in the end he came to my cube and smiled. =) and stayed with me while Tee gave me some medicine for my upset tummy. In case! 3) i got splashes of hot oil on my hand last sunday.. its recovering though.. cuz the wound getting dryer and damn its itchy. i know.... 4) instead of buying Bio-Oil for my hand, i bought the clone charger for my EOS battery. :D and now I am super wondering how to survive until the pay Day. 5) i am in the midst of craving for Coke. 6) ive been online for few minutes already and forgot to turn on the YM. 7) ................................ Bye.

owh yea im back with vengeance! too bad Pahang lost the game to Johor FC.. ahh bummed. no i didnt watch the game, was it on telly? :D erm ermm orang Johor sure happy kan? kan? anyway today I finally went out after office to Low yat Plaza just for some handphone survey. Nope, i dun intend to buy one but just to cuci mata bak kata orang! =) But yea, I felt for htc Snap or the cikai Nokia E5 and guess what? I saw a nice Nokia C3 in shocking pink. I mean, the pink like Sex and The City pink ! And its 499 in Nokia store and 470 in cikai store. and its non-touch screen and qwerty keypad and its PINK! =) and 500, man I can buy it next gaji. but... my SE still functional apa... its just that the "space" button got a bit weird so when i texting people it goes something lyke this.. "yea meetyou up l8r" " yea am okwhaddup?" " no i dun miss you" =) my sis hates it. I dunno what other people think. I dun text much. recently . anyw...

Hushgirl currently listening to : Tear by Smashing Pumpkins on ladies night.

I just hate this month PMS... =( I just hate everything, everyone around me. and yes, I need an ice - cream and a good company. come home, soon. Hushgirl currently listening to : no no no

Aku jatuh cinta Untuk kesekian kali Baru kali ini ku rasakan  Cinta sesungguhnya Tak seperti dulu Kali ini ada pengorbanan Cinta bukan sekadar kata-kata indah Cinta bukan sekadar buaian belaian peraduan Samudra cinta dari palung hati Tak terukur dalamnya Hingga saat perpisahan tiba Mengundang air mata Atau hanya secuit penyesalan Cinta adalah ruang dan waktu Datang dan menghilang Semua kurnia sang pencipta Mungkinkah kau sedang menatap bulan Bulan sabit yang sedang kupandangi Mungkinkah kamu menangis Diatas bintang khayalku Maafkanlah cinta Atas kabut jiwa Yang menutupi pandangan kalbu Hushgirl currently listening to : obviously.

I was about to blog like this.. "I am feeling to write but I have not much to say.. my day started with going to work.. werk werk werk then go back home sleep sleep sleep.." but these 2 days was pretty exciting. Yesterday went to work with my messy hair, yea cuz some of them are curls and some are obediently straight. sicko.. I got in the workstation when my Senior handed me the very early bird request. It was from MIS department, requesting some investigation and rectification of the failure day end batch job. He smiled, I smiled. Whoa... tuesday challenge... I like! Somehow, not to say Im so smart.. but I kinda like doing the investigation and when I got to get to the culprit.. program bug or data error.. I feel the satisfaction .. hell-yeah. So around 9++ I found the culprit. With the help of my boss, of course.. he approved the solution and the batch job regenerated successfully.  Then I joined my Senior for a little meeting for the new payment system. Owh yea.. bla...

i enjoyed watching sherlock holmes and i need a new mobile phone. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

:) Happy! Finally got the chance to watch Sex and the City The Movie II :) Being an SATC freak, I was kinda being weird myself for not catching this movie in the theater. But it was totally on purpose, cuz what I like to enjoy in the theater is the movie that full with colors and action and sound and stuff. With SATC the Movie, its a kinda movie I love to have on my traditional tube, with my sweats and my drinks and my couch. Isnt it too much? :D Anyway, I didnt even had the chance to read the movie synopsis but I read the review, and I was told the movie sucks and slow. Well now that I had watch it I must say, I love every bits of it! yes Yes, I Do! And of course now that everybody labelled me being a drama queen, I admit that I am. Cuz I was like screaming my hella breath when Carrie saw Aiden in the Souq. Ya ya in the middle of Abu Dhabi! I mean, I totally understand why she finally decided to meet Aiden over dinner and thought of their bumping into each...