Musical Life of Hushgirl

Hari ini saya nak berblog dlm Bahasa! Ini semua gara-gara Paku dan Belacan lah! Awak tatau saper Paku dan Belacan? Rugi bah.. diorang ni giler femes!! haha cuba cuba google. Okie, since konon2 nak berBahasa, so takleh emo emo lah. Kita blog pasal2 fizikal jer lah. so start with Friday!  Jumaat yang Best : 26 Nov 2010. Pagi tu mmg dah headache n badan mcm panas semacam. Tambah2 pulak emo diskusi dgn someone so important. Emosi terganggu.. sedar2 dah lewat ke office, so pegi clinic dptkan MC. Rasa2 mmg nak rehat la.. smlm dah gaduh2 dgn seniorku. tension... susah nak keje kalau satu team dgn orang mcm ni.. bila mintak opinion kita and kita bagitau yg kita tak berapa nk setuju, boleh pulak kita kena balun. apa kes??? pastu bila buat memandai, terus dia campak kerja kat kita. 'Okie, amylia.. can you handle it?'  wtf lah! Pegi clinic kat Sentul Boulevard, seperti biasa. Doctor pun dah kenal. Sibuk tanya keje stress ke.. malas nk ckp byk.. kang dpt ref letter kena jumpa Shri...

i'd be scott pilgrim. undoubtedly , i will always a nerd. Hushgirl currently listening to : the yeah yeah song.

... alolo td tomeyyy.... note : imagine if td was a real baby.. huhu Hushgirl currently watching ANTM cycle 15. Love it!

1st day of everything to come. Hushgirl currently listening to : i listened to Aerosmith Dream On just now.. it never sounds dat sad before.. edited : 1523 hrs its really hard to start when i feel like to blog from the heart. i know, sometimes what we utter from our mouth may not be the same with what we really feel, maybe cuz we dont know how to describe it or maybe cuz we try to keep some details for some might hurt with what we say. i admit sometimes i speak too much. and especially when i was emo, i tend to say outrageous things. somehow, its all came from my heart seriously. and  people might hurt, but i hurt before and i just wanna be heard. a little incident took place last nite, between 2 people thousand miles apart. physically apart. maybe i've changed. maybe i want more. maybe i dont have enough. maybe.. im just lost. somehow i made him hurt. and i slept. and then woke up. "im sorry baby i know im a jerk." somehow i wish i could be this selfish spoi...

Since this week, I felt like I dun have a crush on my office crush anymore.. so i was like relief. But today, they were few incidents that I could say he was flirting with me! Jeez man.. I dunno, cuz I never flirt in the office before and not with anyone non-bf. chupp chupp. its not me flirting with him. It was him flirting avec moi! Even my boss realized how he "do" me mampos lah. but seriouly, everytime he came to talk to my boss, he would tap his fingers on my seat. And everytime he made me laugh, it was him yang beria2 smile and laugh ( and they melted me!!! damn ) then if I were to ask him to do something for me ( i asked professionally ok ) he would say something "betul2 nak ke? yelah yelah nnt ***** buatkan ek. ok? ok? " ( cair again... adoi.. ) tu yang verbal la.. other stuff i just cant describe it. hmm apa lagi? i wish nabil's here.. ( that day he said he might be go on dating scene later... i felt like to faint! ) As for me, I dunno ...

i think what girls need is just... a little love before we sleep a little kiss before we sleep a little thoughts before we off to la la land... hmm and that resulting.. in a lovely morning a good radiant skin you will see in the mirror plus a nice non-chapped pink lips of yours. non? change your bf . =) note : this is JUST a public service reminder kekeke goin to klPac tonite, yay! Hushgirl currently listening to : sounds of the bells at some Hindu temple.

Nwdys, whnvr I txtng wth Nbl n fnd ot tht he 's vry vry gd in kpng e wrds shrt. Its knd crzy cz if u knw me, I wrte in fll wrds. So I ws thnkng to blg in wrds wtht "vowel" ( ths iz e excptn ) bt if  if e wrds bgn wth " vowel" ( agn an xcptn ) thn it ws OK. als if e wrds gt only a "vowel" and a "consonant" jeez.. so.. hr gs.. jeez... i hv a wrd drm lst nt. it ws me n ths gy frm e lcl hp hp scn. it ws fnny bt qt thrllng at e sm tm. ...... man... man i give up.. this is hard!!!!! Hushgirl currently listening to : nothing!

i wish i cud write like this, beautifully. HAMPA  Sepi di luar. Sepi menekan mendesak.  Lurus kaku pohonan. Tak bergerak  Sampai ke puncak. Sepi memagut,  Tak satu kuasa melepas-renggut  Segala menanti. Menanti. Menanti.  Sepi.  Tambah ini menanti jadi mencekik  Memberat-mencekung punda  Sampai binasa segala. Belum apa-apa  Udara bertuba. Setan bertempik  Ini sepi terus ada. Dan menanti. Chairil Anwar. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Went back for Raya in Bentong around 650 am.. Arrived around 745 am.. yea yea I speed a bit :( Sometimes cant control it.. hmmm I woke up at 559. Solid!! Around 9something went to Karak to see my nenek and makciks & pakcik also my cousins. Around 330 pm, drove back to KL and dropped by Setiawangsa for Starbucks. My sister is working tonite and I have my leave tomorrow :D yey now, waiting.. waiting... waiting. hurry Up!!! thot of goin to the mosque and cemetery.. hence the tudung. ye, jam Raya :D at the Mosque in Kampung Yaya dgn Mimi back to Normal. KL, me and my Starbucks. Hushgirl currently listening to : Stand Inside Your Love by Smashing Pumpkins

hmm well.. having to be alone in my crib, on the Eve of AidilAdha may not be as pathetic as the eve of AidilFitri.. but still. .. When I heard the Takbir, I was like.. well this is it. I hate to be alone. (though sometimes its relaxing and destress..) I dunno.. anyway Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.. what will you sacrifice? love note : It's been a year.  I love you. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

gloomy. gloomy. gloomy Monday. I had my very early morning meeting with my Users this morning and I was kinda perk up since they said my hair looked nice. Maybe also cuz the free breakfast was provided by the Company, today. Mcd Breakfast as Sausage Mc Muffin with egg, along with the black arabica coffee. Nice. But still, I feel gloomy inside. And I blame my last Sunday nite. 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy ( like usual ) made me depressed ( like usual ) Maybe.. I should appreciate my life more than ever. You think?  gloomy doom doom. I wanna go home. Monday , still long way to go.. Hushgirl currently listening to : no music, no life. Jiwa Raga ku Hanyalah Muzik ku.

Okay, first and foremost I am not married (single not so available, anyway ) and of course I am not a parent yet.. so who am I when it comes to these two issues, eh. But dun look down on me, most of my gfs rely on me when they wanna talk about their marriage problem. Maybe due to these following reasons : 1 - Since I am not married yet, they tend to be comfortable cuz I wont reply with this kinda response.. ' Eh my hubby pun sama.. you know, he always bla bla bla bla bla '. 2 - Since I am not married yet, they tend to be comfortable cuz I wont compare their husband with mine ( of course cuz I have none ) 3 - A very solid reason, cuz I am a good listener :) Yesternite I was out meeting Zai for our regular coffee session. Its funny cuz when I asked her out, she replied with something like this 'Jeez, we havent seen each other for 2 weeks!!' I never thought she's counting, cuz me myself.. I realized that I havent seen her for quite a while... but its also jus...

hey you dun need to be slim to just wear the bag!!! Marc has this one in the shade of purple. Super kawaii. my very first item of Marc ( among other things ). Hope to get more after this, Amin. yes, I'm a girl who would use 2000 spare on bag rather than smartphone, if you wonder. :D haha ( of cuz, thats because im broke and have BIG taste!  scary isnt it? ) i must stay away from Pavilion. Hushgirl currently listening to : early morning silence. me LIKE!

*Cinta yang sebenar hadir hanya sekali, but it will lasts forever * i dunno why.. this song is sad but when i listen to it, i can feel my love to him ( though in misery way ) n its deep inside you know. its... hmmm its magical. Hushgirl currently listening to :dilema cinta by Ungu

my sister's birthday... so she took a day off and I did the same.  We went cuti2 KL. 1st stop of KLCC cuz she wanted to get a new post paid number .. waited for the turn about 1 hour.. jeez. But we were entertained by this kakak that was buying BB Torch and made this Maxis guy to teach her how to use it from A to Z. Cayalah kakak!!! I was having my juice - Smooth Operator and yes, it worked right away.. :D Then we walked to Pavilion. I was thinking to get either Roxy's bag or shoes or Swatch white watch. hmmm none of them get in my shopping bagi though... We rushed to Jogoya @Starhill Gallery for lunch. It was quite packed.. I skipped a lot of sushi though.. but had 6 pcs of raw salmon fillet.. nyum nyum :D Despite the fullness, I dun think I ate that much for buffet thingy... but since it was actually 50% off, then I guess, its worth the bill.. Hmm..  then we went to Isetan Lot 10 to get the birthday girl present. On the way, we dropped by UniQlo and checked out the...

Hushgirl currently listening to : Sejati by Wings

Ms Toots shared with me her new fave photo editing software called PhotoScape and I tried it just now. Its not so bad though.. kinda like it for the photo-collage editor. So here comes the output : my Love Decision tool =) Faznita's Wedding Zla advanced B'day Celebration Chip n Dale me and my fave guy forever and ever and ever and ever !!!! whooopss.. looks like cant paste the Little India photos since the free 1 gb is out of space. Just bought the 20gb extra space, but I guess needs some time to process it. Till then. Nite Nite and happy Monday everyOne.. ( sure or not :D ) Hushgirl currently listening to : the jiwang -est song everrrr - Is this Love by Whitesnake.

Wake up early on Sunday Morning is a gift! Cuz its beautiful. Like this song, beautiful. Beautiful girls all over the world, I could be chasing But my time would be wasted, they got nothing on you, baby Nothing on you, baby Zla said that I am so outdated cuz this song is already rotten hahaha Seriously I am always outdated on current songs, esp from States cuz I dun normally listen to radio and I dun watch MTV that much the radio in my car tuned to XFm :) The world's now is on Bruno Mars.. dontchu think ? ermm No? You prefer Travie? yes.. Travie I have this song that I really like, its Shooting Down the Star when Travie was with Gym Class Heroes. I just like this part of the lyrics : So take a step back And a breath in Let it out now Put your chin up You can do it tiger You a man now And in your dream it's time to do the best you can now I'd always thought of my Cali guy when I listened to this one. I dunno... maybe cuz GCH is so LA? not sure.. b...

Karaoke I just made a karaoke recording: Luther Vandross - Endless Love check it out at http://www.karaokeplay.com/recordings/endless-love-3684830.html Hushgirl currently listening to : -

so funny chatted with Nabil these days.. asyik terlelap jer nampak sangat dah tua Abg Long keke anyway, did a nice Diwali shopping tonite =) and yes, Asmara and Zal are 2 lovely lovebirds...yey!! p.s : im so FAT!!! :( Hushgirl currently listening to : sunyi sepi tunggu His reply.. tido lagi?

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Do you remember back when we were in school and we just love it when the recess bell rings??!! And of course to hang out with friends moreover friends outside our class.. just chill and guess what, you saw your crush somewhere across your place and he was like checking you out.. and you just exchanged the smiles and stuff.. and you were like in Cloud 9 and he looked so perfect! That was what happening to me just now =) I dont want anything so serious, but I want this! p.s : Hope no issue on his side today.. kinda not feeling to see him again after this for business discussion.. ngeeeeee... p.s II : hah.. baru jer ckp.. mmg dah ada issue.. ok Cloud 9 is GONE!!! Hushgirl currently listening to : I wanna listen to Katy Perry's California Gurls but my handsfree been missing.. :(

Heyya. So its official now that weekend is OFF!! :( Sad.. but I had a terrific weekend.. started with driving home to Bentong on the very Saturday morning. Saw a lot of "Kelantan" cars were on the way to KL. Remembered then the match of Piala Malaysia.. N9 vs Kelantan. Which is my choice u asked? :D Well, I'm not a kaki bola.. but since N9 beat Johor FC, I would be on Kelantan side. and yes, I won my bet :D and yeas, when I drove back to KL today... all the Kelantan cars gave us Bentong cars a good we won signal through the car lights.. it was funny though. =) Well, I used to watch a lot of Piala Malaysia matches when I was in school. and I was the Pahang freak. Paling benci Selangor team .. owh well... I was home this weekend to meet my beloved doctor for the regular checkups. BP was ok. sugar was ok, but still need to reduce sugar intake and of course the weights!!! I got additional 1 kg :( so sad .. so sad Depressed a bit, but what the hell.. went to the wedd...