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Since this week, I felt like I dun have a crush on my office crush anymore..
so i was like relief.

But today, they were few incidents that I could say he was flirting with me! Jeez man..
I dunno, cuz I never flirt in the office before and not with anyone non-bf.

chupp chupp. its not me flirting with him. It was him flirting avec moi!

Even my boss realized how he "do" me

mampos lah. but seriouly, everytime he came to talk to my boss, he would tap his fingers on my seat. And everytime he made me laugh, it was him yang beria2 smile and laugh ( and they melted me!!! damn ) then if I were to ask him to do something for me ( i asked professionally ok ) he would say something "betul2 nak ke? yelah yelah nnt ***** buatkan ek. ok? ok? " ( cair again... adoi.. )

tu yang verbal la.. other stuff i just cant describe it.
hmm apa lagi?

i wish nabil's here..
( that day he said he might be go on dating scene later... i felt like to faint! )

As for me, I dunno if I'll seek for a relationship these days. Not just i afraid of getting hurt again, i dunno if its worth any of my time and feeling. At this moment, the benchmark would be my ex. So it would be unfair to have a new guy being compared to him. Like myself being compared to his ex. Sure lah macam langit and bumi kan.. I might this very rotten stinky dead lily. :( Awwww

But life is like this, sometimes I felt like maybe nabil is the one, who knows.. he kept always be my side even after few guys i had been involve with.

la la la its 4 am ++ i am so mengaruts..

like the nite I was typing in my sleep... i wrote to nabil that i wanna get married. and the next day he asked who is my calon and i thot he was mengarut., turned out i yang mengarut.

nabil. come la.. stay in kl.
owh tanak. kl sucks.
hmm ok. come laa.. invite me to stay in jb :D

huhu :D




ok.. mengaruts suda.. i need a beach vacation. this year xmas will be in melaka! yey!


note : Boss said my crush would resign. I think thats a good news.



Hushgirl currently listening to : Abg Brandon's Mirror of Venus.

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