The Late Night Entry

So, the weekend is almost over. As we never realized it and just as the 2010 will close its drama. Too much drama this year. Either created by yours truly or by playing it and went on, with the flow.

Nevertheless, I am kinda excited. Officially will be in my 3-series kinda life and I hope I could be more open and more matured over things I think I can keep up with.

But the exception still be there. Like, if a guy decided not to commit himself to me with the reason, No I'm not ready. I would understand, but please understand that we could never be friends as usual. Why? No, not cuz I am not matured but cuz I just cant bear to hear that he will tie the knot with a 22 year old girl 3 months after the break up. I mean, it happened a lot and it was devastated.

So being a matured has its limit.

And a few days to go. Im pretty excited cuz I know whats in store for my own 2010 closure. I know whats projects to be completed and what projects waiting to be started. Exciting!! Also, a little trip will be taken place. Some place in Johor, Melaka and Kedah / Penang. They were like my own metaphor. Only me can understand. So, its a perfect closure.

I hope. Still, a little magic wont harm.

Yang ok - ok saja lah. Amin

Hushgirl currently listening to : City Love by John Mayer

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

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