Musical Life of Hushgirl

I accidentally hit a motorbike ( which is parked ) and Thank God the motorbike was ok but my rear window handle was broken. It is ok now since we put on the duct tape. I am not OK. I hate when my sister questioned me why do I came so closed and why did I stopped here. She is so judgmental and i hate it. Urgh. and how do I tell Ma and Babah. Ngeeeeee.... Urghhhh.. awful!! Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I simply love my new mobile blog! 1 of the good thing to go for Maxis Post-paid, you get to use the WAP service without even to think so much about the fee :D Well yea it is freaking expensive but when I used my bro's number and it is Post Paid, I got credit limit of RM150 per month. Which mainly used for texting. I think getting a post paid is better for me since im driving now and God knows what will happened to me ( which mostly I would be alone ) so I need a handphone that alive. Prepaid was a bit OFF to me cuz I am so lazy to top up. And I dun like to top up RM30 or RM60 or even more since I am so goin to use it all before its expiry date. whatever it is. I really miss my old number. Cant wait to get it alive again. Actually I was about to say that I enjoy using postpaid cuz I can get connected on my mobile. Mostly to publish a blog post. I dun do much calls apart from my mom, zla, ijai, zai and yes thats all :D My latest bills show that my Data fee is more than my calls fee. ...

This morning when I was dressing up to Office, my sis just back from her work, she turned on the PC and checked on her facebook. The usual routine and was screaming.. "Andy's status is RIP Michael Jackson" I was so shocked!!!!! Omigod, I was late for work and still I walked to her and asked her to query on the Google and it was confirmed. On the lrt, I smsed my mom. It was so sad. It was a part of my life. I was growing up with music. His music. I had the impact. It was a disbelief news. And when I walked to the office, Soo asked if I knew the breaking news. and Someone from the Finance played the You're not Alone. It was so sad. I spent the day doing the task ( that required not much thinking) and listened to Mix FM, The whole repetitive Michael Jackson's Hits. It was.. i dunno. IT gave me goosebumps each song. So much to talk about the life with MJ's song. I must say, I am 29 and still feel a bit of scary with Thriller music video. Gosh. Anyway, Im goin to w...

I rejoin the Silverchair sorta fan club =) Which I discontinued, couple of years ago. Its called Llama Appreciation Society, LAS :) which was actually managed by some of the people who close to Silverchair, close friends and family members. Well, we had newsletter about every quarter and eaCH year the members will get some great freebies. Sometimes in every mail, we found some cute stuff. I had a lot but some of them were vanished due to the flood in the year 2003. I was devastated. The coolest stuff I ever had was this Paint Pastel Princess cd single. They sent after I mailed them a nice Valentines card which I made myself, using pastel crayon. Anyway, im on the Chair again and I like it. note : Sigh.. sometimes I wish we will never grow up. Hushgirl currently listening to : Abuse Me | Silverchair | Freakshow

I was about to talk about the marriage issue for the last few days. When the feeling was so pure and I would just pen it out sincerely. But I dunno, it just felt not right. It was hard to express. Last couple of days ago, Qiqi asked me when is Arip's Nikah day and I was like, geez I have no idea. Turned out that Arip contacted her for the contact updates. Of course la for wedding invitation distribution. It was no surprise cuz I know Arip is already engaged. So I called him, that was when Me and Zai had some coffee session in Pavilion Starbucks. So we talked a bit and I was updated that Joe is getting married as well. I suddenly became in blues, he was actually engaged last May. And officially, from a gang of 10 - Arip, Amy, Qiqi, Put, Mimi, King, Jah, Farah, Joe and Nurul, I am the last to get married, even if I would ever be one though.. huhu.. Well its not that I really want to get married, anytime soon.. but.. oh Boy, I am the last! Geez... Seriously.. geez... ok now im depress...

hey its Saturday!!! I was playing the RL thing and dozed off in my office.. no no I've changed :D But I did sleep without having me eve/nite shower huhu So when my alarm rang, I was like.. am i late for work? no!!!! its SATURDAY!!! urm... i love saturday and look i blogged on this very morning :) and I already had my morning shower :D Today got so many things to do. Tidy up the house, to clear some mess and yes, the thing I really avoid doing... mopping the house!!!!! Well, I was intend to do it earlier but the tardiness kills me :D So I invited Zai and Zhao for an overnight. (So i was kinda, forced to do the spring cleaning lah!) kekeekekek well well well Im goin to have my power breakfast now :D ( climb down and get the fried meehoon - always a saturday favourite) note : im goin to write a very lengthy post after this. I promised, honey. Hushgirl currently listening to : Honey Honey | Amanda Seyfried |Mamma Mia OST

i am so so so fat! Hushgirl currently listening to : All in the suit that You wear | Stone Temple Pilots | Thank You

I refuse to sleep cuz I dun wanna face tomorrow. I hate it. I got tons of works to do tomorrow and some of them I just dont know how to do! Urgh.. dont you just hate it? Damn!!! Urgh.. whatever lah. Brain is a super power tool God has created. Anything has a solution. Amin. Tonite drove Zla to work. Whoa :D I drove in KL already hihi Excited actually, but yes I was nervous. You cant imagine how vibrated my voice was singing the Tune in A Brine - Silverchair :D So you know, i was just played the CD for the first time ever since I bought the car. heheheheh Really forgot to test it :D Next CD to be played in my Car would be - Incubus.. Monuments and... what? whatever.. I am day dreaming to make over my room. A feature wall, new curtain and a theme. I was thinking for a girly floral room. You know English style, but It just too soft for me. Now Im kinda think of a play room. Edgy, with attitude, toy's world bedroom. I am in the mission to have the Sylvanian Families Toy House complete ...

doing everything alone. alone alone alone fucking alone. i dun wanna live here anymore :( alone.... Hushgirl currently listening to : Alone | Heart

I'm goin to Pavilion to check this out. Hushgirl currently listening to : Cosmic girl | Jamiroquai | Travelling without Moving

Last nite, Ma was complaining about me and my sister who "chatting" too much. I was like, Ma, we didnt chatting now. We blog! Hihihi lucky that she never insisted to view my blog :D But I'm super worry now that she is so into world wide web, she could google my name and found me! Knock on wood. Tok! Tok! amy is grinning Huh, talking about chat uh. Do you remember your first cyber love. Well if you have 1. :) Well I do. I could name 3 guys I knew back on the days people into this thing called "chatting" Basically, I wasnt into mIRC, so I spent time most on ICQ. still remember my number 38597574. :D If not mistaken la kan. So the first guy stole my heart online was this guy from Mackay, Australia. His name was Will. Will Williams. Tall, skinny and blonde. Hihihi and I still remember his pink sometimes red lips. Very sexy! I forgot how we lost contact The second person would be this Dutch - Sundanese guy from Holland. His name was Dennis and he was this warm hearte...

Do you know the tv show on Starworld called Worst Week? About this klutz. Which I dont think he's just a real klutz. He was born loser. I may say, but in the end, he always have the good ending. Well.. I had my worst week this week. But well, I dun think I was born loser anyway. Life is a roller coaster. Some things may get worse, but I always keep the faith that it will be OK in the end. Capital R Hmm.. so what's down? Well to say a few, Thursday was his last day. Quite a bummm, aite. Though he got himself at the new place, hopefully a stable place.. it was sad to see him leaving. Guess, we dun have much Malays with same kepala and when we lose one, it was SAD! Nothing exciting at work anymore! Duh... It's just a little Crush And what else, I'm actually have this crush at work. He is just this simple plain guy but totally a geek. Y'know.. a real geek.. like in a Hollywood's HIgh School Movie. And I happened to bump into him and his wife at KLCC. And though he i...

i hate tomorrow. but tomorrow is here. ok i hate today. nuff said. nak balik kampung!!! Hushgirl currently listening to : sunyi sepi song mampus la blog aku.

... i feel so small Hushgirl currently listening to :

I dunno whats eating me but I feel awful. I feel bloated, the food taste crap, thirsty, tired, back pain and headache. Is it my blood pressure or its just the emotional thing. Well, when u're still single on your birthday and you are nearly 3-zero, It is depressing. As much as I try to deny it, It can never leave my head. Fuhh... you should read the birthday sms My mom sent to me. She did send me after midnite but later realized that she sent to my old digits. Well her sms was a bit of meng-insafkan :D heheheh and not to forget about her wish for me to be more matured. Duh... I will always be a baby.. forever! Zai, my bff always jeered me whenever we browsed the toys r us toys stuff. She said I will buy lotsa toys for my children but I would be the one who excited to play them :p hahahaha Nawh... I think I faced more shit than a 29 year old matured girl has faced. Hmm.. Anyway, still no bunny.. I want bunny, the Digi commercial where the girl hold a bunny is killin me!!!!!!!! ahh.....