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I refuse to sleep cuz I dun wanna face tomorrow. I hate it. I got tons of works to do tomorrow and some of them I just dont know how to do! Urgh.. dont you just hate it? Damn!!!

Urgh.. whatever lah. Brain is a super power tool God has created. Anything has a solution. Amin.

Tonite drove Zla to work. Whoa :D I drove in KL already hihi Excited actually, but yes I was nervous. You cant imagine how vibrated my voice was singing the Tune in A Brine - Silverchair :D So you know, i was just played the CD for the first time ever since I bought the car. heheheheh Really forgot to test it :D

Next CD to be played in my Car would be - Incubus.. Monuments and... what?

whatever..




I am day dreaming to make over my room. A feature wall, new curtain and a theme. I was thinking for a girly floral room. You know English style, but It just too soft for me. Now Im kinda think of a play room. Edgy, with attitude, toy's world bedroom. I am in the mission to have the Sylvanian Families Toy House complete with the objects. Huhuhu not that Im goin to play with it ( look at my deserted Blythe now :P) I just feel like to own and exhibit it. I love small figure.

Well, this is one of the B-day gifts. Believe it or not =)



Mr and Mrs Kuzo :) You know Kuzo was Nabil's Middle Name, in a funky way. Im kinda like it when he first said it. The first time I saw his funky way which was exciting actually. So when I saw this petite toys, I know One day that I will have a this Sylvanian Family of Kuzo's Family. (Not that Im goin to dreaming of having a family with him.. well it was shattered anyway..) Dun wanna talk about it. Im kinda sleepy anyway...

I'll continute writing tomorrow. Pray for my survival in the Office tomorrow.








note : am so looking for Monday now cuz there is a new sitcom called The IT Crowd. Awesome!!!



Hushgirl currently listening to : Pose | JT| Future Sex / Love Sounds

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