Marriage Issue + A Father's Day

I was about to talk about the marriage issue for the last few days. When the feeling was so pure and I would just pen it out sincerely. But I dunno, it just felt not right. It was hard to express.

Last couple of days ago, Qiqi asked me when is Arip's Nikah day and I was like, geez I have no idea. Turned out that Arip contacted her for the contact updates. Of course la for wedding invitation distribution. It was no surprise cuz I know Arip is already engaged. So I called him, that was when Me and Zai had some coffee session in Pavilion Starbucks. So we talked a bit and I was updated that Joe is getting married as well. I suddenly became in blues, he was actually engaged last May.

And officially, from a gang of 10 - Arip, Amy, Qiqi, Put, Mimi, King, Jah, Farah, Joe and Nurul, I am the last to get married, even if I would ever be one though.. huhu..

Well its not that I really want to get married, anytime soon.. but.. oh Boy, I am the last! Geez... Seriously.. geez...

ok now im depressed. this is not as easy as I imagine!

Hushgirl currently listening to : Israel Son | Silverchair| Frogstomp

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

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