What a dramatic day today!!
What a day!!
Morning was perfect, waking up with a big smile. And it feels like you wake up and you know what you want, where are you heading and what make you smile. It was perfect.
The office was bad. My phone kept ringing and email kept coming in. This and that. Amylia this, Amylia that. All that I had to do cuz it is JUST me! Even one of my fave business user realized that I was a bit moody, all apologize but IT is not GOD! Dont you get it.
And at work, I am not an Angel!
It was Ain's last day today. She was our intern, sadly had to go. There was no opening for her. It was sad.. seriously. Cuz she was actually started her internship with me and you know how I always get along with the Johorean, I felt her leaving. I almost cried when we hugged goodbye. :( Truly... I am so gonna missed her.
You know when I was even super busy, I got in touch with my bff. Although lately, I found she talks about her bf most of the time and yea, thats what people in love do right.. ha ha.. but i dunno I think i got a little carried away. When we talked about our lives and how different is my single life and her not so single life.. I felt like she was a little bragging..and I felt a bit, she is changed! More than I could imagine And i got a bit hurt and I dunno what was eating me but I kinda talked to her straight to her face.... and Regret my selfishness. I nearly cried when she didnt reply my email.. I felt like losing her. My dumbass childish act could make me losing a good friend.. So I said Im sorry. It could have been me feeling scared of losing a friend, who change as the life is.. Im pathetic, I know. I never want to change.
So I got home earlier. feeling a bit distracted and Unhappy. I made a marinara sauce for the wholewheat pasta. And ate a bit. Then watched the Gossip Girl season 3 - back to back. Hmm yes I didnt study. Anyway, this new season as you know Chuck and Blair were steady ( oops sorry for the spoiler ) .. hmm I always saw Nabil in Chuck Bass. And this time, I didnt see Nabil at all. Maybe cuz they went steady and it doesnt relate to us at all.. now that I could see how cute is Chuck Bass.
but... the fact that I dun see Nabil at all is kinda.... sad! (owh maybe I just gonna get my period anytime around..)
Hushgirl currently listening to : Abuse Me | Silverchair | Freak Show
What a day!!
Morning was perfect, waking up with a big smile. And it feels like you wake up and you know what you want, where are you heading and what make you smile. It was perfect.
The office was bad. My phone kept ringing and email kept coming in. This and that. Amylia this, Amylia that. All that I had to do cuz it is JUST me! Even one of my fave business user realized that I was a bit moody, all apologize but IT is not GOD! Dont you get it.
And at work, I am not an Angel!
It was Ain's last day today. She was our intern, sadly had to go. There was no opening for her. It was sad.. seriously. Cuz she was actually started her internship with me and you know how I always get along with the Johorean, I felt her leaving. I almost cried when we hugged goodbye. :( Truly... I am so gonna missed her.
You know when I was even super busy, I got in touch with my bff. Although lately, I found she talks about her bf most of the time and yea, thats what people in love do right.. ha ha.. but i dunno I think i got a little carried away. When we talked about our lives and how different is my single life and her not so single life.. I felt like she was a little bragging..and I felt a bit, she is changed! More than I could imagine And i got a bit hurt and I dunno what was eating me but I kinda talked to her straight to her face.... and Regret my selfishness. I nearly cried when she didnt reply my email.. I felt like losing her. My dumbass childish act could make me losing a good friend.. So I said Im sorry. It could have been me feeling scared of losing a friend, who change as the life is.. Im pathetic, I know. I never want to change.
So I got home earlier. feeling a bit distracted and Unhappy. I made a marinara sauce for the wholewheat pasta. And ate a bit. Then watched the Gossip Girl season 3 - back to back. Hmm yes I didnt study. Anyway, this new season as you know Chuck and Blair were steady ( oops sorry for the spoiler ) .. hmm I always saw Nabil in Chuck Bass. And this time, I didnt see Nabil at all. Maybe cuz they went steady and it doesnt relate to us at all.. now that I could see how cute is Chuck Bass.
but... the fact that I dun see Nabil at all is kinda.... sad! (owh maybe I just gonna get my period anytime around..)
Hushgirl currently listening to : Abuse Me | Silverchair | Freak Show
