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I'm Due.

I realized that I didnt post any entry quite lately. Its not I dun have anything to share, basically I got so much Drama.. knowing me. But I was like, I dunno... not into to blog.

pretty weird right... knowing me.

So I have no idea where to begin.

1. We're all connected.
Officially, the cousins and few of my aunts and uncles were on facebook. It is cute to see us connected thru the wire. And its good though.. doesnt really matter how many years of gap and stuff.. when we are all connected, we basically ONE.

2. I think I am fatter now
I am not proud to say this, but I skipped most of my gym routine now :( I am so sad I have no idea ... Now I am thinking to have a personal trainer, but That would be so tiring and I hate it :( I want motivation and nobody seems to be one for one. Maybe I should put Beyonce's pic on my mirror for me to see everyday. Imagine those firm thighs and flat tummy. I want... other than that, I am so gonna buy the OSim uKimono next year. I want more green!

3. My work is...
I am so not inspiring by my job lately. Today I was like dragging myself to work. And when I got my big ass on my cube, I asked my superior if I could take halfday leave this wednesday. He said No Problem. I filled in the form. Cannot tahan already. Need a manday break. So, goin to Natrah teater this Wed nite. with Mom.
As my Ma said, I am so her escort nowadays. I hope I could get along well with my future mom In Law as well. hmmm knowing me, I think I cud be a nice daughter in law :)

4. twenty-twelve
I managed to catch the movie 2012. And watched it after a storm of fight with my UIA ex. Of course, I was depressed and watching a depressing movie. How much drama I was involved. However, I think the movie was a real crap and it makes me like giving my life up. I mean, if its really happening and Id be dead.. I think I am done with my life anywhere. And that nite, I was really connected with Nabil like I never been. And spent 17 minutes of my Sunday morning with him was lyke dream come true. How much I adore my Nabil. And yes, we talked. Still talking. Its not easy not to erase him in my life. We tried though. 3 months. 6 months. Still we hooked up. And if God made him with other girl.. I might faint but I wud accept it. Anything making him happy is good to me.

5. My white Beach Dress.
Did you ever heard from some fashionista that every girl must have a white summer / beach dress? Well I have. And That was after I got my 1st white beach dress. Yesterday, was tagging the parents to Sogo KL and my mom took me to Ms Read. And of cuz, with my flat pocket.. i went around the value Buy corner and saw this white beach dress. I am in my size 16 :D ( 2 more to go... 2 more!!!) and it looks nice one me!!! :) and its only what the hell... RM29 *big grin* I tried it with my bikini top, it looks fantastic!! well.... =) bali again!

Stop now. I guess. Good nite then..

eh... let me lullaby you.

Goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tite
May it hold you through the winter of a long night
And keep you from the loneliness of yourself
Heart strung, is your heart frayed and empty
Cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love
Its unsung, and I say
Goodnight, my love, to every hour and every day
Goodnight, always, to all that's pure that's in your heart
Goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
Head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
Be careful not to let the bedbugs
Sleep tight nestled in your covers
The sun shines, but I don't
The silver rain will wash away
And you can tell, it's just as well
Goodnight, my love, to every hour and every day
Goodnight, always, to all that's pure that's in your heart



*wink wink*



Hushgirl currently listening to : Farewell and Good Nite | Smashing Pumpkins |
Mellon Collie and Infinite Sadness

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