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the Diary of...

i love my blog cuz i tell her everything. and to people who silently reading my blog, many Thanks. I stumbled upon a blog of a dog. the diary of her daily life. I kinda feel like its interesting. so I feel like having one. ( i mean the diary like.. not to have a dog's diary )

anyway, i feel like having the fresh start as at today.

0700 hrs : Woke up. My morning alarm sound was Somebody to Love by Leighton Meester hmmm I got quite sick of that sound though. Like usual the first person who came in my mind the moment I woke up was GG. I remembered what I have thought last nite. I hope I can survived the day.

0800 hrs : I was rushing to the office with my backpack. Intend of goin to the gym. While rushing, I couldnt find my car key. Spent 10 mins looking for it. It was actually in the backpack pocket. I had my fave skirt on today.

0833 hrs : punched in late. 0829 is my green punch in hour :D throat felt so thirsty. I have no idea if I were crying in my sleep.

0900 hrs : I told Zai what's goin on. My decision. She was being very supportive. My tummy felt a bit weird. I guess it might be some of the PMS thingy.

1000 hrs : GG texted. I deleted.

1130 hrs : Missed GG. Felt like to text him back, but only to realized that I dun have his number. Good job!

1200 hrs : SYC told me that we were having farewell lunch for Jon. So off we went to Oldtown CM. Happy to eat with the gang, but sad a bit. I had nasi lemak and iced white coffee. Nyum

1400 hrs : continue doing works. Mind was thinking of GG. Did he miss me?

1630 hrs : listened to Walking after you by Foo Fighters. I thought of if I ever chilling out with GG I would play this song on youtube and told him, whenever I missed him dulu, I would play this song. While, settling some prob with my business user. He could see me from his desk. He told me not to be nervous and sad. I think he thought my sad face because of his error.. which is not!

1700 hrs : Heard the contractual bonus is OUT. Planned to go to Bukit Bintang for a little treats. Invited Zai to tag along. She joined in.

1800 hrs : error was solved. Excited to go but managed to do some other stuff after my PM reminded me. She appreciated me staying back for few minutes. i was OK. I was sincere to my jobs.

1840 hrs : Checked my EBB. The bonus is more that I expected.. cuz I thought it was pro-rated. But ... Thank God. Save some for Tioman trip. met Zai at lot 10. Bought the purple bag at Isetan. Thought of buying a new purse in Fossil but the one I like is green color. So .. Zai managed to have one Fossil purse for her.

1940 hrs : Thinking of the Fossil gemstone bracelet costs MYR 289. I want. It was bronze metal chain, multi colored gemstones. I want! Treated Zai Nando's. She was a good friend of mine lately. Always there when I need friend to talk to and stuff.

2200 hrs : Made my way home. Had some texting session with Uncle Man and Nabil. They were great listeners. Nabil asked if I told GG about my decision. I didnt answer. Im not so sure about my decision anymore. But I will try my best not to contact him anymore. He is way better off with other better girls. I am not good enough for him.

0000 hrs : ending this blog entry. =) I dig you.














Hushgirl currently listening to : Walking after You | Foo Fighters

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