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A little bit of Aidan

Forgive me, but Sex and The City was premiering circa 1998 and at that time I was still wearing a student tag and HBO-less. Every time I got back home I tried to catch the series though. But I think I started with season 3 and up.

I wanted to collect the dvd, but I know I would never collect them all. I aint collector, I get bored in the middle of the process. So I didnt. But one day, while hangin out at K.Linda's crib, I found the dvd home box set. It was Nana's. And she had no time to watch it or she said the series bored her, I am not quite sure. So I had in on loan. And tonite, I finished season 4. Or is it 5?

So, this man in Carrie life, I know the moment Carrie said she had a crush, I know Aidan would be a very sweet lover! Through the series, I know Aidan wouldnt be the one, cuz I know who's Carrie settling with. But the sweetness in Aidan made me all excited. When he gave her the second chance, I was the one who screaming, when he proposed to her, I was the one who screaming ( louder than Carrie ) and when he left the apartment.. the break up Part II, I was the one who crying.

Today when I was in the office and took a 5-minute break, I was googling Aidan Shaw. And there I saw, gorgeous pictures of him. And I was about to blog and paste his picture, until I thought of Nabil. I once asked Nabil if he thinks I am childish. And he honestly said yes, and my celebrity obsession is one the childish behavior that I have. He was like, whats with you and ur fancy feeling to Brandon Boyd?

If only I had the chance to tell him how pathetic I feel that being in love with celebrity is safe, at least you know they wont rejected or hurt you.

Anyway, the thought of Nabil makes me wonder how has he been doing now.. is he happy? is he healthy? did he found someone... I kept wondering. I know I could always call, but.. I dun feel like it. For once, let him be with girl who makes him happy. I know he deserves it.. and I know, for me.. a true man will come.

Could he be as gorgeous and tall, like Aidan.





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