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It is amazing just to think that when people do sleep, their soul are everywhere. Thats what I heard from my old housemate during my college years. They said, our soul are wandering to places we actually cannot think about. Of course! Those are mystical event, we would be crazy just to think about it.

So since our souls are wandering here and there, there are several way to wake the person up. One of that I know is to pinch the toe of a person. I think its a good gesture and I love to be pinched like that anyway. =)

This morning I had a different way of waking up. When I opened my eyes, I saw 2 Buzz'es from my friend, far away half the globe. It's amazing though to think that maybe my soul was wandering anywhere I have no idea, but it came back into my body and responded to the Buzz. My PC clock showed 530. Maybe thats the time my body clock made me wake up. I guess. My laptop didnt sleep since I was downloading something and Abg Faizal lullaby me on the loop. Thus my YM was on.

Anyway, I find it so good inside to have to wake up and have somebody to connect with beside you.. Friends, family, lover... This morning case, the person is thousand miles away but still he keeps me happy, ( I make him happy too!).. =) Right? To sleep alone sucks and to wake up and find yourself alone sucks too.


I lost my Kiehl's lip balm and that sucks to the core!


Hushgirl currently listening to :
My mind kinda playing the new Adam Lambert song. Whaddaya want from me? Whaddaya want from me? ( little sis said its a good caller ringtone, I agreed )


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