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Januari DuaBelas ala Amy

Semalam Januari Dua Belas.
Aku bangun awal. Mandi pun cepat sebab air sejuk. Parents aku dah berkali2 suruh aku pasang pemanas air. Tapi tatau bila. Banyak duit dilaburkan untuk berpoya poya :D Macam biasa..
Apa sangat la pemanas air. Bukan penting pun. Air sejuk lagi bagus untuk "muscle - stress relief". Aku tatau terma tu dalam Bahasa. Aku "sucks" dalam Bahasa. Aku dpt A2 jer dulu masa SPM.

Yang paling bosan bila bersiap ke pejabat adalah kerunsingan yang melanda semasa memilih baju apa yang akan dipakai selama 10 jam bekerja. Ye ke 10 jam? Jap.... lebih kurang la.. Selalunya, aku dah pilih baju ayang yang nak dipakai malam sebelumnya, tapi malam tadi aku emo. Sebab sudah Januari Sebelas dan aku masih "alone", jadi aku emo. Dah sudahnya aku mengambil masa selama 15 minit untuk memilih baju. Akhirnya, aku pilih satu "dress" warna putih dan merah untuk digosok. Luarnya aku pakai "cardigan" singkat warna merah jambu. Hari ini hari merah jambu.

Since dress tu sedikit singkat, aku pakai la stocking hitam panjangku ala ala legging. Sopan sikit. Azam umur nak masuk 30-an ari tu, tanak pakai skirt pendek dah. :D keke Ntah bila nak berubah cik Amylia. Hmm takper la.. kita mulakan dengan stocking hitam panjang tu. Ada jugak aku nampak makcik2 pakai tudung dgn dress pendek dan stocking hitam.. ( sometimes pantyhose jer bukan stocking pun.. ) Pelik. Tapi serious la aku respect dengan orang yang pakai tudung ni. Bukan apa, aku pun pernah pakai dulu kat Uni dan masa aku mula-mula kerja. Ingat nak terus pakai la. Tapi itu bukan aku. "Not yet". Lepas kahwin, mungkin. Lepas 40-an, mungkin. Esok, mungkin?

Masa dekat pejabat Faz tanya kenapa tak pakai baju warna merah. Aku terus teringat geng baju merah kat Thailand. Sebab besar kenapa babah dan ma tak bagi pergi Bangkok tahun lepas. Aku sangat sedih. Tapi mungkin sebab tanak diorg nampak nama aku kat paper as one of the bomb victim, aku redha jer la. Wahh, cepat girl jari ni type kalau ayat English :D

Berbalik pada baju berwarna merah. Mula2 memang ada rancangan nak makan dekat Kenny Rogers hari ni. Siapa pakai baju merah atau ada apa apa yang bewarna merah, dapat Quarter Meal beli 1 percuma 1. Hmm.. bajet. Murah tu!! Pulak2 tengah bulan ni kan. Tapi tak jadi pulak sebab geng yang lain malas nak beratur. Jadi aku rasa macam nak pergi malam nanti dengan Nana. Mungkin "lunch" aku skip la sebab terasa macam nak pi salon pulak..

Tepat jer pukul Dua Belas Tengahhari, aku pun pergi ke salon.. Salon ke salun? Aku ke sana untuk mendapatkan rawatan rambut. Walaupun rambut aku tak secantik mana, mesti dijaga kan? :D Lagipun "Hair Spa" ini agak bajet la.. Setiap satu RM99 sahaja, kalau ambil package RM198 dapat percuma  1 rawatan yang sama. Lagi satu, kalau pergi 3 kali, dapat percuma rawatan rambut biasa atau "highlight" percuma. Aku macam nak highlight rambut, tapi macam rasa dah tua. Hmm.. rambut yang ada ni pun dah warna, masih tak sedar2. Tapi ini kira warna tawadduk la. haha sebab "not too red or blonde".. ada yang ingat ini warna semulajadi. hehe Bangga sekejap.

Selesai rawatan, rambut pun dah menarik. Balik la ke pejabat. Tepat jam lima setengah, See Tho mengajak untuk menghias pejabat. Tema Tahun Baru Cina. Haiwan tahunan - Arnab. Haiwan kegemaran cik Amylia. Sebab apa? Sebab sama comel :D Cik Amylia punya crush pun ada menyibuk. Sebelum itu mereka saling gurau bergurau. Rakan sesama pejabat. See Tho pecah tembalang yang Cik Amylia ada sertai acara menanam pokok. En. H bagai tak percaya. Cik Amylia angguk2 kepala sambil tersengih kerang. Sangat tak pandai "flirting".  Dek kerana See Tho sibuk membuat origami arnab, Cik Amylia meng-offer diri utk "double check" transaksi yang dibuat oleh En. H. No wonder En H sayang Cik Amylia kan? Sambil2 En H berkata yang dia masih cool n steady di pejabat ini sebab Cik Amylia. Ya ya , true story.

Sebelum balik ke tempatnya, En H berkata sesuatu pada Cik Amylia. "Amy pergi kan tanam pokok?" Cik Amylia tersengih kerang seraya berkata. "Ye ye". Berbunga-bunga.

Berbunga - bunga seperti bunga sakura yang dibeli See Tho. Diletakkan ke dalam pasu berisi angpow dan dihiasi dengan arnab2 kecik berwana emas.

pictures to be posted later.

Hias punya hias, tak sedar hari menjelang maghrib. Telefon sel berbunyi beep beep. Nana sudah mencari untuk pergi makan malam bersama. Balik terus naik tren. Sampai dirumah, basuh muka, capai envelope, tukar bag silang and turun ke gate. Nana sudah sedia menunggu. Hari hujan. Rambut menjadi ntah apa apa.

Pergi ke Setiawangsa ( bukan nama sebenar - nama sebenar Aeon Setiawangsa ) menuju ke Kenny Rogers. Kelihatan barisan yang agak panjang ( kesabaran tahap 10 ) atau barisan yang sangat panjang ( kesabaran tahap 1 ). Dengan perut yang sangat lapar ( kelaparan tahap maksimum ) niat untuk merasa Kenny Rogers percuma dibatalkan. Sambil menunggu, Cik Amylia berasa kan dia mengenali seseorang dalam barisan. Dia mencapai telefon sel nya dan membuka menu Buku Telefon. Terus memilih fungsi Cari dan menekan butang 7.  "Scroll down, not found". Tak jumpa. Dia berharap lelaki tu toleh ke belakang. Dan ia menjadi. Lelaki itu berpura2 terkejut tapi Cik Amylia tahu lelaki itu telah melihatnya sebelum itu. ( aduh pelik nya ayat ni.. )
Cik Amylia nampak so excited ( of cuz lah... he was my UIA crush! ) dan mereka saling berkomunikasi dari jauh menggunakan bahasa  isyarat. Sungguh janggal!

Sebelum meninggalkan barisan, Cik Amylia pergilah menegur pemuda itu.

Yes he was my UIA crush. My friend actually. We were in the group of 10, 5 girls and 5 guys. We jammed a lot, went to Mamaks, jalan jalan, pergi funfair, lepak KLCC, tengok air pancut, tengok bintang. Stuff! ( of cuz if kita ada facebook dulu, byk giler dah gambar kita semua.. :D u said i have no life? ) So this guy was in the gang, the coolest in my eyes. Cuz he played bass. Cool guys play bass. Means he knows to play guitar as well. And played drum. And once upon a time, we happened to go out on our own. Dates, maybe. But without a relationship. Just friends! I was really into him, but I couldnt say it out loud. To me, I showed him how much I wanted him.. guess he never realized all that. or worst, maybe he didnt like me at all. I mean for more than friends. So, we went for the semester holiday. He went back to his hometown and I did my practical training and met this amazing guy ever, my baby ( diff story ). So you know people said, "you never realized it until its gone" Guess its true. When we got this distant, he missed me. He wanted a relationship then. I said No. My heart is stolen. We kept the friendship. Few months later when I was officially off with my baby ( diff story ) he asked again. I said No again. We kept the friendship. Few years later, he was getting married with some UIA junior, few night before the wedding day, he asked again if I could change his mind. I said No again. Still, we kept the friendship. Few months after the marriage, he was confused. He asked again, I obviously said No. We stop the friendship. The only time we talked to each other again during Arip's wedding and last nite. For the sake of the gang, we still smiled to each other and talked to each other. For the sake of friendship. He has a beautiful wife and a cute son. I'm happy for him. I do. I really do.

Terima kasih Cik Amylia atas penjelasan anda. By the way, siapa tu "my baby" ?

........... sign off. Penat dah.

owh apa lagi,. okay dinner kat Black Canyon, makan teriyaki chicken yang sangat manis ntah apa apa. Tak best. Aku buat lagi best. Pastu makan ice cream sbb show me pink day. Dua junior scoop - light cappuchino dan dulche de leche. Bila lagi Starbucks nak buat Dulce de Leche.. bulan 5 ka? Thank God. Pastu lepak-lepak Starbucks, balik mandi, main facebook jap.. berangan pergi konsert Maroon 5 then berangan nak beli cincin yang cantik, pastu pakai serum, pakai pelembap, pakai losyen, pakai snore - nose patch tu.. boom.. terbang terbang ke La La Land.

Where I met my Prince Charming who is not so charming but he is just awesome.

And we live together happily ever after.

The End. Kholas! Sadaqallahul 'Azim. ( cuz Allah is the magnificent who plan all the great life for me, no regrets.)

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