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a little bit of Inspiration.

There were 2 voices I love to listen to whenever I was down. They are :

Brandon Boyd via "Aqueous Transmission"
John Mayer via "Daughter"

I dunno. It's some kinda inspiration. Maybe.

Just now when I was washing the dishes, I sang 'further down the river' 8x
I felt good in my tummy.
Really.

John Mayer has a voice of an angel. Some kinda voice that I wanna fell asleep with. Some kinda voice I wanna hear saying Good Morning every morning.
Well.

Been a bit depressed today and its affecting my physical. I off from works today. I know I've been lazy and all, I really have no idea why am I not ambitious. I think I'm great at works and Im good in maintaining my relationship with my business users. Last Friday, one of my very favorite business user had her last day of work in the Company. So she invited me for the farewell lunch. I was alone from my department, sharing the lunch with the whole people in her department. Some of them I never talked to. But most of them know me. Well, IT people are famous. No doubt.

So in the group, there was this girl. I never talked to her, even when we bumped into each other in the lift. She has this physical attributes that reminds me of someone innocent yet I hate so much. So, I know its unfair to this girl in the Company, but there were times when she smiled to me and I just looked down. ( though most of the time I smiled back. )

During the lunch, I learned that she was a very funny and happy person. We talked and we clicked. Most of the time, I added some spice on her jokes. Made a good pair of jokers. People laughing. She's older than me, and when we walked back to the office, I told her if she wanted to have lunch together just call me up. Haha

When I got back to my place, I surprised myself how can I be that friendly.

-suddenly I got numb and un-Inspired when the song City Love is on air-

maybe I should go off to La La Land. ( could I? I basically slept the whole day ... )

nope, not sleepy.

-change player for Incubus. back to B.Boyd-


im floating down the river... later lah.
Nite Nite You.

Hushgirl currently listening to : too much

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