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Welcome Twenty-Eleven

With so much of anticipation, I welcome you, Twenty-Eleven to be a part of my exciting yet adventurous life journey. You will be the witness of me chasing the guy of my dream, coping with my career and crying over stuff.

Emo stuff.

Are you ready?  =)

Hey Twenty-Ten has been quite an exciting year. I think its the year of rebound. I sorta bumped into my old friends and getting closer with them. Its like more on social kinda thing. There were a lot of breakups if you follow my blog, so much crying session and making up session. Its pretty colorful.

Whatever it is, I am glad I went through Twenty-Ten anyway. And having to be quite sure on what I want and who I love is pretty amazing. Oh gosh I just lose my words. Im not sure whether I am so content or its just that the song Im listening just now just suitable for what I am about to say and I just got lost in words.

Okay, I am so drifting away.

I predict Twenty-Eleven will make me losing a person I hold so close in my heart. I just know it. Ill lose him anyway.. and I am not really sure if I am ready for it, imagining it could just kill me. But..

I believe in there is always a silver lining in each cloud. Mine would be a very Barbie like pink lining
I just know it :)

So Twenty-Eleven :
-- bffs getting married, so get ready to listen to all wedding and marriage and life after marriage discussion. I hope I'd be okay.
-- more catch the sun vacation!!
-- maybe I should get a job?
-- i really2 have to go to gym 3 days a week and watch my carb and sugar intake
-- be more friendly and less emotional
-- pray more? :D
-- spend more time with the girls. hmm urmm.
-- someone may leave, for temp or for good.

ok now im terrifying. :( my dear someone. my greatest person on Earth


Boys you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong and boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart


Welcome 2011. :) I believe you will be nice to me.

( this is a scheduled draft.. and if anything happened to me, you know I love you.. )

Hushgirl currently listening to : -

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