Musical Life of Hushgirl

Am I a gay cuz I never know any girl who listen to David Bowie :D Ha ha ha. Shallow. Maybe I am too young to listen to David Bowie when I was in school. I have too much guys influence. Thank God, I am no tomboy or pengs or lez or Ellen :D Though I didnt listen to David Bowie as much as other 60's / 70's rock n roll band. Just a little bit. To me Bowie is more Brit-pop kinda guy. And I love him! ( gosh Now I know I do secretly fancy super slim guys :D ) I first discovered David Bowie when I read my mom music magazine and there were a coverage of his wedding with the black supermodel Iman. Neither do I know Iman, but being a 12 year old kid, I was really fancy to see a white guy married a black girl. She was a muslim as far as I could remember though. And I still remember his kid was cute :D Back then, some of my favourite Bowie's song were Ziggy Stardust, Let's Dance and of course.. Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes!!!! Ha ha Love it.. it is so pop! Heavy music with a very masculine v...

Since my last 4-days weekend, I have been hooked up with my old time pc game, The Sims 2. I know its old school :) but I am always a fan. Since The Sims 1 anyway, was playing it during the 2nd year in my degree days. Those were the days. Anyway, I have couple of families in my current games. Only decided to add a new couple in The Ville. I chose a Capricorn guy and a Gemini girl. Those were roomies. Before I created them, I was looking for the match from the astrology Oh, to be a fly on the wall with this first date -- if they hold to type, Gemini chats non-stop through the evening, with stony-faced Capricorn revealing very little. Capricorn will look for the substance, something that tells of Gemini's goals and values. Gemini thinks Capricorn a bit serious, always leading the discussion back to their career. Their badly matched mindsets leads to more than just awkward conversations -- both feel that the other is on a different wavelength. If the dating goes on beyond this point, t...

watching gLee again and again and again and again. =) Hushgirl currently listening to : Sex and Candy Marcy Playground CD Single

4 days weekend is over. So bored!!!

Tell me something, what would you think if you see a girl reading this book? :D Ha ha. Anyway this is the book that Nadiah gave me to read just because she thought of me while reading it. Cuz both of us ( me and the girl in the book) blog! Though the girl was an actress and definitely hot, she still thought of me. So I read it. Even on board. However, when I was holding the book, I did cover up the cover with my hand. Lol. Dont ask me why, I guess you know. But the thing is, I am not that desperate ok :D When I was reading this book, of course I felt like looking for love. I mean, they all went out for a date and looking forward for a relationship. I used to date a few whom I know I have no future with, or guys who clearly avoid a relationship. I knew I was wrong. Nobody wants something not attached and went out together wasted time and money. I did. And after couple of dates I would feel that I like this guy and I know I cant get him. So I got my heart broken. So, onwards.. I know if ...

tired!! Hushgirl currently listening to : none

I am suck in Photoshop. I have no idea why one my my ambition is to be a graphic designer / multimedia designer heheh I have no talent and I am not careful and patience enough. Anyway, I still did some graphic with Photoshop but, for image editing I found this super nice thing on World Wide Web. Its Picnik . See this. ( mind my fat arms, I dun have any other picture with my cheapskate camera :D) and this =) huh!!!! Good job, picnik !!.. well at Least! Hushgirl currently listening to : Space Oddity David Bowie ( very very sad yet inspiring song )

Back in Bentong. I really hate to drive but I had to. I was out 7 am from my crib. I dun really fancy morning sunshine when I was driving - makes me sleepy, a gloomy after dawn is better. Opened my eyes a bit. I did fill up the tank at Jet Gombak. Shell of course, I was getting the V-Power one, never realized that it costs fortune. I now know that there are 3 type of gas. 95, cheapest, 97 - Ma used it and asked me to use it too and of course, red - V-power, meant for the red ferrari. :D No wonder when Ma asked me for which color I chose, I said it was red. The nozzle was red. Ma was so terrified and afraid that I would choose diesel :D well, it could happened. Since I took over this little Myvi, I think I went to the gas station on my own for less than 10 times. So, imagine. I noticed the driving was different, using the V-power. Of course felt more powerful. If things go well, tomorrow maybe will take the little myvi to Kuantan for some driving treats. She was in the lot for so long. ...

Obviously, I have 2 obsession on my physical. 1. My hair. 2. My nails. =) Since I was a kid, I wore my hair long and I really love my hair I brushed it non stop. And I would spend most of the time in front of the mirror styling my hair. Ponytails, with bangs, short, braided or let it loose. I just love my hair. Until now.. even its thinning and I got this embarrassing bald spot :( I hope its gonna be alright though.. Thats is why I dont really mind to spend my good money on my hair kkekeke thats what makes my mom screaming. I am using the bathroom inside my parents weekender bed. So all my stuff are in there and my mom would be so bising when she saw all my hair products. Especially, the variety brands of Shampoo! I still remember my dad used to tell me, ' Dont just try to get ur hair nice, you must take care of your teeth too ' :D Back then, I was the girl with extra lollipop and hate to brush my teeth. And about the nails. =) My earliest nail polish was those magic colors. Yo...

i watched a very sad but a very happy ending Hindi movie :S I wonder what vivaah means in Hindi... hmm

Last night, I got the sign :)

Are you a fan of Britney Spears? I was. That title, was one of my favourite song from her. I stopped listening to Britney as the single Lucky came out. I think she went on stupid. And the voice got too .. unfriendly to my ears. Thought I dun really know her recent song, but the one I heard was the song she wrote when she was pregnant. Its in you you see it somebody's watching over and that is all im Praying is that someday you will understand in god's whole plan And what he does to you oh but baby someday you will breathe And you'll finally see, you'll see it all in your baby you'll see it all in your baby I think it was beautiful. Anyway, back to my fiction. I am blogging now to kill some time before I go off to la la land. It has been a very quiet and lazy weekend. Anyhow, managed to spend the good money yesterday, having the scalp treatment as e3, I accompanied Nadiah to get her hair cut and the treatment too. Ended up she had this amazing super nice blonde highl...

hello! I am waiting for the midnite to publish this post. I know I havent been post any entries for so long as I was kinda busy :D Ha ha. So, this is the post on the 15th day of 2010. Half month of the first month of 2010. But its not just the 15th for this special entry, I dun wanna interrupt the whole entry on 14th. It was Nabil's Birthday. I tried to ignore it but being a very soft hearted, I did text him to wish. This morning. Ahh well.. Nabil was alive again on the 10th day of 2010. I thought he was gone for today. But he was ok. We havent been too deep yet, I have a feeling that we wont do that again. Y'know a little piece of me was actually think that he is seeing somebody. I think I would be fine, but I just dont wanna know. I know what will I be if he end up telling me. ( i secretly think I would faint ) Anyway, the facebook was alive in the office as of today. Maybe yesterday they upgrade the wingate stuff, not that I know... So, someone from the past actually comment...

-- must post an entry today.. its Nabil's big Day! though I might just post a song lyrics from a band that he hates most :D ( he's not reading my blog, so its ok :D) We all have a weakness But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye And ask for forgiveness We'll make a pact to never speak that word again. Yes, you are my friend. We all have something that digs at us At least we dig each other. So when weakness turns my ego up I know you'll count on the me from yesterday. If I turn into another Dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this song Remind me that we'll always have each other When everything else is gone. We all have a sickness That cleverly attaches and multiplies No matter how we try. We all have someone that digs at us At least we dig each other. So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine. If I turn into another Dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this...

Haiz!!! When Ma said she wanted to be on the fb, I was just ha ha. Thought she was joking. But seeing most of her siblings has fb account, she was a bit thought it seriously. I dun really wanna layan her. But my sis was take it seriously. Yesterday, she texted me. JW - Whats ma's gmail password? H - ********* I knew it! She was creating fb account for Ma. hampeh punya budak kecik. Around few minutes later, the request arrived in my Gmail. And since last nite, I got a bit moody and windy, I didnt approve. I mean.. does she have to have one? Why? This morning woke up with my hair looking a bit nice. So I approved the request. ha ha.. no lah.. I dunno what to asnwer if she asked why not yet approved, so be it. Its not that I was anything illegal on my fb. My fb was very very very humble and baik :D Wakakakak not like my 2nd mySpace account, ha ha.. I posted a very naughty and sexy pic on the profile pics and I got like what 5 - 10 requests a day.. Well.. all perverts gatal. Ha ha.. b...

So, Zai emailed me this morning and told me she was thinking to cut her hair. She asked if I could recommend her a nice salon. And I said, why dont we try that e3 salon? It was nearby Masjid Jamek and I would need trimmings for my hair. Hence the plan, haircut then french fries at AnW :D Well I was kinda craving for AnW french fries. I dunno why! But their shoestring cut is the BEST! Well, if you know me, you would know that I am crazy about my hair. Not just that, I could even make my gfs go crazy if I were to seek their opinion for my hair. Should I wear it long? Short? Curls? wave? Straight? colored? Which color? i want red highlight.. would it look good on me? no my face would be not glowing? how about blonde? strawberry blonde? too much? Do you think I need hair extension? Ha ha deep down inside I always fancy Amy Lee's Hair and Corrine Bailey Rae's hair. I WANT! So I got this thought, and I was kinda decided to cut it shoulder length. Straight cut. In the middle of busy ...

Hmmm if you are into chic lit novel / contemporary romance book, You should know by now what I mean with this title. Oh yes, its the movie. But, mind me that I have the different way of substituting the word love. I'm a geek at heart. At least. I think it meant a lot. Even it looks silly, Finally, I had the chance to watch this movie. Being not so active cinema visitor, I missed this movie on screen. I read the book though, and when it was convert into a movie I couldnt lie but eager to watch. And I missed it. The reason why? I dunno.. maybe its the wrong timing When I read the book, I spent like a day to finish it all and cried the whole time I read it. And continue sobbing after that. It was sad. The book was sad. My life at that time was pathetic, I must say. Having to know it will be premiere on Star Movies tonight, I just couldnt wait to dig in my dinner plater with my fave slip dress, watching the movie alone and stuff. I could just stand for few first minutes, it was sad, wa...

Okie, since I am all alone in my cube and hey wait a minute, I dun have cube.. My workstation is really pathetic but I got a flat screen today yey! and its 17 inch :D So, have you watch True Blood? Its produced by HBO and its kinda like Entourage and Band of Brothers thingy. Drama series with white screen quality. So, my Astro doesnt equipped with HBO - Movie channels. My parents got. So once a while, we came across this show and my sister was so into it. I dun like to watch things if I dun watch the 1st episode and I am not a fang banger :D Ha ha There was one day, my cute DBA told me that he stayed up all nite with True Blood marathon and I asked him to give me the whole season. He did. And the series were kept in my D Drive for months before I got the mood to watch it. The reasons why I procastinated were : a) Not really a fan of Vampire and stuff b) I got the series to let my sis watch 'em c) I was told that the series got too many SX stuff.. So I was kinda avoid those stuff (...

Lets do the old diary style *wink wink* The 4th day of 2010. 0715 hrs : Woke up. The alarm actually snoozed since 0645. ha ha I actually had time doing calculation of how many times the alarm actually buzzed. It snoozing in every 9 minutes, I guess.. or 8 minutes. I did calculate but now I dun remember. Ok this is Shit. Anyway, the 1st day working after 4 days of leave.. Its really hard to get my butt outta ma bed. Damn. 0827 hrs : Was on the train when I got a call from Iqwan. I have no idea why he called but he called me once in 2 months like that, so its nothing big. I guess he just wanted to keep in touch. I admit since the day he left the office, its not that cheerful anymore. Argh.. 0833 hrs : late! Damn... but saw my AM chair empty, it was kinda boost my mood. ha ha.. Its not that I hate him there, but it would be comfortable not to have him there. Ngeee 0900 hrs : Read 45 Unread mails. Hoo Boy! Having my user to mistakenly told me a different requirement.. so all the 9 stored p...

That was taken from my fave scene in Juno. You know the movie with a 16 year old girl pregnant. Everyone was really kecoh about this movie, moreover when Jamie Lynn Spears became pregnant at the age of 16. I never got any chance to watch this and not really looking forward to see it. It was just so happened that my parents left their Astro smart card and took ours mistakenly to Bentong, and I decided to watch some home movie while digging on my dinner plate. I was alone. And the movie was awesome. So, the fave scene was when Juno just had her labor room time and Bleeker arrived in the hospital. It was .. yea it was sad. I cried. Like usual. So, on 31st Dec last year ( good to say that right? ) I had this cold fever. Got MC though.. despite the chill and stuff, I decided not to stay home while the clock ticked to 12. So I went out. Had the countdown in Bukit Bintang. Headed home sober and untouched. Its goin to be a sacred year this year, I promise. The next day, the big day.. as promis...

Happy New Year. I was saying that I would write the so called 2009 chronology but I decided not to. There were so much for me to actually look bad and recall things that I think I should not document it down. Maybe its too personal, maybe it's not that wise, and maybe it's .. well it's History now. And I think, what is more appropriate is to live forward. Move on. ( not whining on the past ). The moment me wake up, before me put on me make up, Me say a little prayer for you So a positive mind to start the new year may lead on the great year, me hope. Opps.. it sound nice to actually address myself as Me! I might be using it for now on. Anyway, me got a very great welcoming New Year, even though I was accompanied with the flu fever and stuff.. Ahh well.. Happy New Year again. Hope this year will be a meaningful one. hmm Before the drugs kick off, I might just get ready to bed. ahh that is just a picture.. well OK I admit I lie . :) Hushgirl currently listening to : Black He...