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Last Nite

Last nite, around midnite I fell asleep. Then I awake from my sleep.. its not really a deep sleep.. but I was awake quite in shock.. like a spasm. And directly I looked at my dear not asleep laptop. My laptop was awake all the time cuz I was downloading K-on soundtrack :D "My Love is Like a Stapler" heheh  So I saw Nabil ym msg blinking on my taskbar. I checked the message. He asked if I were sleeping. I checked the timestamp. Nabil's intention to wake me up took around 18 minutes. Maybe cuz he's in JB. So its a bit far hehe But its a good chemistry though, I always had this thing if I were with the guys I hold them close to my heart. Not just special boyfriend, but regular boyfriend too.. and sometimes girlfriend. Like few years ago, I was sleeping .. around 3 am I awake and suddenly an SMS came right in my phone. It was Fairuz, my old friend..

Its the chemistry Amy. Chemistry.

Anyway, didnt talk much with Nabil last nite. Few FAQs. I asked him more I think. About the recent girl he once dated. Every questions I asked, he surely asked my why. I ignored that :D What would I answer? That I'm jealous? Am I? I think I just curious.. hmm yea yea.. admit a bit that I am jealous. Nuff Said. I hope he will never asked me why again..  Sure thing it would lead to a serious discussion.. hmm but then Nabil so pandai, he doesnt want me to ask more, he started asking about the Monster. But this time I dont say much cuz I was sleeping. 1 message line equal to 1 snore. hehe but I think finally he fell asleep himself. We fell asleep together.. in separate beds, in separate world.

Just like in the Smashing Pumpkins's song, Perfect.

"..... strangers on the street
lovers while we sleep......."


Hushgirl currently listening to : SP's Perfect.. Nabil once went to their concert.. This one, I am forever jealous.

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