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Perihal Cinta

Aku paling kasihan lihat diriku di cermin hari ini
Mataku merah, hidungku merah, bibirku merah
Sempat juga aku lihat Bibirku yang .... cantik
Dress favorite aku sarungkan hari ini
Peneman hati lara.. namun tak jadi apa, dress is still a dress
Rambutku kayak perempuan di rumah sakit jiwa!
Apa aku sakit jiwa?

Rupaku kosong.. fikiranku kosong
The whole day I was in my bed
Jika tidak tidur aku lihat kata kata nya, foto fotonya..
Seperti dia ada di sisi
Dengan lembut katanya, manis senyumannya.. indah Cintanya
Ternyata Cinta itu Bahagia.. Cinta itu jua Derita
Aku pilih derita...

Nana was there
Tutie was there
Nadiah was there
Uncle was there
Zai was there
Baby was there

and Nabil too.. finally. Syukran, Nabil.
you received my inner calls when I need you the most

Aku tak punyai ramai teman Namun aku ada bila aku memerlukan mereka
Kata - kata semangat, kata - kata positive.
Nana never lost her temper
if Nabil, mau aku dilempangi..
Aku dah separuh nyawa, Na
Its ngak fair... Its ngak fair
Why he hurts me when he knows how it feels to be hurt?
I was there to be a friend, he said the word Love.
Not me forcing.. not me. Its ngak fair.

Nana and her tazkirah
Mungkin aku yang degil, mungkin juga its not the time yet
Imanku mungkin ngak tebal
Tapi aku yakin benar sekarang
He is not the one. 
Maybe he was, not anymore.

Dan kata - katanya benar sekali..
Maafkanku buat kau menangis




Hushgirl currently listening to : Perihal Cinta
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