Musical Life of Hushgirl

so this weekend, things were so surreal. You may guess, I sometimes thought this is not Malaysia like I used to know anymore. It changes and yes, to me, personally I so against the rally thingy. Went home late on Friday nite since got so many things to do last minute. Around 7 got call from some prankster. I dont wanna talk about it. Then around 8++ had to go and said goodbye to my Indian contract vendors. They asked if its safe to be around in the office so late, I was so ashamed. Malaysia that I know should have no problem and maintain its peaceful. I was just nodding and said, police were everywhere if they need any help. I was actually planning to go to Bukit Bintang after gym, but then told that gym to be closed on Saturday so I think it would be massive riot in Bukit Bintang also.So I adjourned my bills payment routine and just stayed home. It was devastated to stay home, reading facebook newsfeed and twitter tweets.. argh, Malaysians should be better than this. But seriously, w...

havent really play my fave toy for a while since gave Teddy to loan it, so yesterday shoot few things :) and also, yesterday had the finale dinner with Zai before she fly. Maybe, the next time we will share food together will be under the sakura tree. Amin :) if, panjang jodoh and murah rezeki =) Kindori Ice Cream ~ Pineapple and Strawberry for Zai Sumiyaki Coffee for moi! Sedap sgt!!! We went to Tony Roma's cuz we cant think of other place ( i actually nak makan sushi kat Saisaki :P ) Diggin the Roma's Sampler my first ever ribeye. I am not a steak eater, I started this year. Had t-bone and this, maybe wagyu later but honestly, not a red meat fan. my fave shoot! So cute with Zai's blurred face and Choc Avalanche. Although we were so full but I told her we must stopped for our  coffee session finale. Now, who will accompany me for the coffee session.. :( Hope Zai will have a blast time in her marriage and all. I will visit her lat...

I never celebrated Valentine's. I mean, never had those formal flowers and dinner and chocs and such. The most Ive done was wishing and yep, when I was in my teen, I would exchange Valentine's with my cousin. We were pretty pathetic dont we? So this year, my man was back from up north and he bought me a Cadbury bar. I assumed that as my Valentine's chocs keke still pretty pathetic, eh? hahah kasik can la okay. Since last year, he started the tradition of wishing the v-day thing, so I was waited for his wish this year. I waited the whole 13th and nothing ( cuz last year was on 13th -- before he forget, he said ). I went to bed earlier, I didnt finish my grammy, I wanna be ready in bed when he would wish. And yes, 12++ he did. I smiled to sleep. Madness. So, that was just it. No plan for eat in or eat out or whatsoever. I planned for a quiet dinner at home, watching movie and eating the chocs. However, around 5++ I asked Zai if she wanna get cuppa, so I went to KLCC -...

Malam bulan di pagar bintang Makin indah jika di pandang Bagai gadis beri senyuman Pada bujang idaman Relai kasih ingin di manja Dengan cumbuan mesra Untuk penglipurlara Penawar dek asmara [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/p_ramlee_saloma/malam_bulan_di_pagar_bintang.html ] Malam bulan di pagar bintang Tambah seri cuaca malam Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan Bulan bintang lampu alam Andai kata bintang menyepi Bulan tidak berseri Malam menjadi sunyi Tidak berseri lagi lyrics from  lyricsmode Happy Lovers Day xoxo - Amylia

Semalam jaga big boi, today jaga kiddie boi. Both boys I love much. xoxo Amylia

So, turned out Seventeenth day didnt give me good news, guess i may just give up. Its really hard when I am alone who tried to build up a relationship, while the other party just .. I dont know. I dont even know what he's thinking. To get myself more emo-er, I decided to see his ol' marriage photos again. I just wanted to know what I felt.  And it was okay at first, the flowers, the cupcakes, the stuff.. ok. When it came to his face, I stunned.  Bagus kan, padan muka I, then my laptop shutted down itself. Maybe it didnt want me to cry, so I was like, hmm okay. Few minutes later, I saw YM icon on my blackberry. It was dear old Cali Boy. He is now in Mesia. =) He's too excited to tell he that he's in town. We chatted for a moment, cuz we havent chatted for ages, I asked him to call me cuz its like AGES since we last spoke to each other. ( actually I just wanted to listen to his malay slang which is so funny keke :P ) and he did make me laugh.. pengecau.. apa pengecau,...

after a year of planning. Ladies Night Out. xoxo, Amylia

Supposedly today would be a wonderful day when we have been too distant physically and emotionally for so long. Maybe the other party doesnt really care much about this, and maybe I was too cool about this all the while. Came this holiday season and you know, the time of the year where all I see Love on the screen I began to find myself very alone. Snuggling on the Christmas eve and watching The Muppets on Christmas morning would be just a dream. When we care so much to take care of one's heart, we forgot to take care of ours. Hope there will be a good cartoon on telly tomorrow morning. At least, my tradition to watch cartoon on Christmas morning will cheer me up. but not A Christmas Carol please. I have met the real Mr Scrooge. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. love you like a snowflake, Amylia

Seriously I have no idea on what to blog.. seems like there is a lot to tell but I wasnt inspired enough. Until I loged on my blogger account and saw this new blogger template.. Neat!!! So, gotta try it. Sunny days in Bandung. As planned many months ago, I joined my family and our other extended family members, Cik Jah's family and Achik's family for a weekend off to Bandung. Ma had asked me to go to Bandung with her many times ago but I always declined. I dont really appreciate a vacation in a busy city unless I really keen to shop there. Like Bangkok.. or Tokyo.. or yea, NY. But this time, I just couldnt say no since Babah agreed to sponsor us all and its just hard to say No. I told my sis this would be the last time. I didnt really interested to 'get away' with aunties n uncles. Especially Achik's. And anyway, since Wan passed away I was kinda look forward to this trip cuz I thought that we could get bond together and all... Moreover, during Wan's sta...

lama dah tak blog about the  non- emo entry... i was inspired actually after a long lost reader of my blog ( or maybe the old misz roxy blog ) reader. She saw my fb comments and she said she perasan me and she remembered my blog!. wow!! but then.. maybe my readers dont really read.. but enjoying the pics.. its okay. ;) anyway here's some food pics.. me zai and zaw had our annual dinner at Ben's KLCC haha last friday nite... ben's klcc.. next time id go for eve snack time at pavilion. light bulb is the theme over-rated must try soft shell crab salad. nice. bb and Garden Spritz zaw's Ben's Nasi Istimewa -- with fried chicken leg, sambal udang , pucuk paki with belacan and beef rendang. Ordinary but rendang is nice. buffalo wings with blue cheese dip. the wings overdosed with tobasco. not my fave. zai's choice - portobello burger. nice! yours truly pick - peking duck roll. so - so.. duck was dry and not to my liking.. salad  dre...