Musical Life of Hushgirl

Soo, CHY, XY,  shawty, Peter and See Tho Just feel like to post this pic. This is my colleagues and ex-collegue ( the diff one ) on her last day here sob sob., she was in the different department but we were close -- still are, anyway IT dgn Actuarial mmg "ngam" as my boss said. Just got email from her with the new email address woot woot, and 1st thing she said me is that -- hey amy, do u wanna try Air Asia? :D hahahha yea of cuz, not the FA post la.. what do u think lah! shawty, Amylia

So, turned out Seventeenth day didnt give me good news, guess i may just give up. Its really hard when I am alone who tried to build up a relationship, while the other party just .. I dont know. I dont even know what he's thinking. To get myself more emo-er, I decided to see his ol' marriage photos again. I just wanted to know what I felt.  And it was okay at first, the flowers, the cupcakes, the stuff.. ok. When it came to his face, I stunned.  Bagus kan, padan muka I, then my laptop shutted down itself. Maybe it didnt want me to cry, so I was like, hmm okay. Few minutes later, I saw YM icon on my blackberry. It was dear old Cali Boy. He is now in Mesia. =) He's too excited to tell he that he's in town. We chatted for a moment, cuz we havent chatted for ages, I asked him to call me cuz its like AGES since we last spoke to each other. ( actually I just wanted to listen to his malay slang which is so funny keke :P ) and he did make me laugh.. pengecau.. apa pengecau,...

I'm not proud but I'm glad that after watching Glee #18 I got to watch TLC - unPretty video again. Well, i was touched cuz thats what I feel right now. Blaming my PMS, was very down in the dumps 2, 3 days ago. Yesterday was ok a bit cuz had the period started. The day before was very bad. I really hated goin to the office, i felt like killing people who accidentally hit my chair and i really hated my colleagues for being too noisy. The night I skipped the gym and went home. Skipped dinner cuz too sad and stuff, just being able to play farmville and dozed off. Around 12 midnite I got up and went to shower. Resumed farmville, social city and Nana's cafe world. around 1 am, tried to get to sleep. things on my mind, just could stop crying. Its funny now cuz i dint know why i was crying. then i was buzzed by the YM alert on my blackberry. it was nabil. i said Hi back and talked to him until 5 am. i popped a question ive been wanting to know the answer.  so nabil opened up. ...

yesterday i was walking home with my business user, it was funny cuz we were like not knowing where to walk.. whether that way or this way and you know stuff.. today i was walking home with my crush. and it was nice, we talked until we said goodbye and the walking path was smooth. it was nice but that doesnt means i like him though.. its just a crush. you know... Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Ms Toots and carb-less burger. Amy and her 1st and Last Carl's Jr for the year :D we're so addicted to Starbucks Drive Thru located in Setia Alam 1st February - Teh Tarik Place, Empire Subang Amy at Cookie Cat, Subang Jaya Family Dinner at Bagan Lalang, Sepang Nama saya Yaya. Ini kakak Yaya, Arifah tapi Yaya panggil dia "adik" Nama saya Adam. Besar nanti saya nak jadi macam Remy Ishak =) Babygirl =) Nenek and cucu Ijai and Achik. Yaya n Zla. Drama queen, yaya with Zla and Qilah. giler drama Yaya. CNY at Starbucks, The Curve my Valentine this year, Deftones. Messing around Ikea show bathroom. Playing masak - masak in Ikea. keke yes, bought this for Hushgirl's room. me and Arifah at Dengkil RnR post dinner. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Achtung : This entry would be very physical kinda blog, but hey it was a hella good week. 31st Jan 2011 On last day of the 1st month of Twenty-Eleven, I went to work as usual. Most of the gang was in the office and the bosses were all on leave. So its a very lepak day though we need to get ready for the month end to be run later that nite. haha. Some time, after lunch hour I logged on my YM and buzz Nabil. I kinda missing him since the day I was having lunch with Kak Linda in Sunway and she somehow mentioned 'Nabil', different Nabil but she did say something like 'Amy's Nabil'. I missed him since that day but didnt really feel like to talk to him since he didnt look for me as well. So, he did online anyway, that afternoon and we talked. Our 1st conversation for this year anyway and somehow the conversation got heavy. Got into fight, Nabil did say something very mean. So I left the messenger right away. Thought that could be the last conversation eva! So when I ...

11/1/11 maybe this year will be the awesome year ever. Amin. Hushgirl currently listening to : 11 Januari - Gigi

I was about to blog like this.. "I am feeling to write but I have not much to say.. my day started with going to work.. werk werk werk then go back home sleep sleep sleep.." but these 2 days was pretty exciting. Yesterday went to work with my messy hair, yea cuz some of them are curls and some are obediently straight. sicko.. I got in the workstation when my Senior handed me the very early bird request. It was from MIS department, requesting some investigation and rectification of the failure day end batch job. He smiled, I smiled. Whoa... tuesday challenge... I like! Somehow, not to say Im so smart.. but I kinda like doing the investigation and when I got to get to the culprit.. program bug or data error.. I feel the satisfaction .. hell-yeah. So around 9++ I found the culprit. With the help of my boss, of course.. he approved the solution and the batch job regenerated successfully.  Then I joined my Senior for a little meeting for the new payment system. Owh yea.. bla...

I have written a nice My Eid Diary and its still in Draft. I dont think I would ever wanna publish it. Cuz I am a simple silent humble human being (:D) and the Diary has too much information I dun wish to share with all. I have No Idea why I wrote those in the 1st place, maybe my intention is to tell but when I previewed it.. its too much. Id rather be mysterious. So, just wait for some Raya pics I would like to share here. Anyway, Aida my colleague's mom passed away on last Thursday. A day before raya.. I was so shocked when Gloria told me yesterday.. I dunno how Aida's mom passed on, but I think Arwah was still young.. :( So sorry for Aida.. hopefully she will be strong and .. the death will come, no matter who, when or where. I cant read her text message she sent me yesterday.. it so saddening... just to imagine if I were to be in her shoe.. losing the love of her life internally.   :( Al Fatihah. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Iftar  ( Arabic :  إفطار ‎), refers to the  evening meal  when  Muslims  break their fast during the  Islamic month  of  Ramadan . Iftar is one of the  religious observances of Ramadan  and is often done as a community, with people gathering to break their  fast  together. Iftar is done right after  Maghrib (sunset) time. Traditionally, a  date  is the first thing to be consumed when the fast is broken (this is taken from Wikipedia ) @Puti Bungsu, KL captured by Canon Ixus 130 I have yet to develop the css for the quotation thingy but I really need to quote things as I really dont have mood to create my original sentence. Malas! Ala Melayu kan Malas. ok maybe its just me. Anyway, this is a post on Iftar. Its been 3 weeks of Ramadhan. So much things happened.. and yes it was fast. Time flies fast nowadays. How fast! God's speed. Well, nvm. hmm The 1st and 2nd week of Ramadhan were okay with...

This could be a quick recovery I must say. Honestly its not. Maybe its me in denial, maybe I just wanna quit to feel anything, maybe cuz I just had my mom scolded me on the phone just now. It's a quite 'waking up call'. Anyway, toldcha that if Nabil was there, I were to be slapped. It came through though. One question after another, if you get hurt, you must talk to hati kering people. You'd be okay. ... ok, says Who? But Nabil was correct, I was too excited. I was bad in judgement, I was too nice.. I was too emotional. All in all, in the fact that the one is a jerk, I was the one to blame. And its not worth at all to hurt myself.  I guess.. if you wanna be consoled emotionally and bitch about the Monster, you go to your gfs. Else... whats bfs are for. So.. life like this. I am this grateful to have my friends there for me. I am. Syukran. Time to get up, face reality. Throw all the stuff, change bed spread, sterilize the room. First thing is Done. Ive chan...