Musical Life of Hushgirl

Heyya. Its 2015! Ill be 35 this year, yay! Im sorry for a very long pause. I was actually thinking to start up a new blog. A fresh start, but i love this one too much and i am who i was, so i decided to stay. So far, 2015 has been a bitch to me. I thought i have changed, when i realized i am not. Maybe not 100 percent. But i am now in a better shape. Physically and mentally.. There are times, when i was lost.. So lost. I couldnt see the lights. Few days earlier, i was shocked by some news i heard from someone too dear to my heart. I ignored her for days after that. I wasnt sure i was sad cuz of her decision to elope or the fact that she found her happiness earlier than mine.  Happiness, i doubt.  But, at least.. Yeah..  So yesterday i texted her.. And she sounds happy that at least i didnt gone for too long. Whatever it is, family is still a family. I may not support her on matter like this,. But, i cant stop her to go get her happiness. If you consider that a happiness....

Last Sunday like usual if i were alone at home I usually have my Sunday nite movie and last Sunday I watched this modern edge kinda like independent romantic film called 'Like Crazy'. It was set in LA and ( it's already sad ..) it was about this American Guy and a Brit girl. I love it since the girl made the first move. She left the note...love letter actually on the guy's car and they guy didn't freak out indeed they actually went out on a date. You should see how cute the Brit girl when she blushed. She was like blushing all the time on their 1st date. And of course, they had the chemistry right away.. They're like soul mates. Well to cut the things short, they ended up separated because of the visa and they both were LDR paranoids. It seems like when they're physically distant, the feeling were distant too. But through out the years and times, they knew they couldn't live without each other...they would at last met up and break up few times. They even...