Musical Life of Hushgirl

I was hungreh just now.. Well not just now.. About couple of hours ago. Had a light dinner and sungguh tak biasa!  I didnt eat cuz im trying to lose weight and why is that? I guess u know. And why now? I guess you would have guess it.  Back to my hungry for food.. Yup for now, food only. You know whenever i was hungry, i alwiz look for a pretty good looking pictures of food. It satisfies me! I did this all the time.. Esp during the month of Ramadhan. Last year, almost everyday i would trade food pictures with my coffee soon to be milkshake buddy Riz. At first it was pretty annoying cuz he intended to make me hungry, so I sent him more evil pictures. Lol So from the food pictures, I was attached to some well known local blogs. From the not so pretty, to the prettiest. Well, most with selfies and stuff. Quite interesting, though I made some comments which i keep it to myself but then, let them be. Its their blog. If you dont like it dont read it. Its not their job to entertain you and on

Few weeks back I was watching this new commercial on the new tv series called Mistresses. I was having a feeling of not wanting to watch it cause it seems like involving scandals n stuff. I hate. Marriage is supposed to be something sacred but people nowadays don't really respect it. I hope I won't be involved in any scandals.. Well, almost. But yeah, Thank God for this ugly face n fat body.  Back to the series, I happened to watched 2 episodes tonight since nothing's good on tv. Can't watch any food shows, tryin so hard to shed this baby fat. So the series were surprisingly interesting, it was just about scandals n sex. It was more on post-scandals. Regrets, forgiveness and friendship.  So this lawyer Savannah slept with her co-worker until one day she got pregnant. It seems like her husband forgave her but he couldn't accept if the baby is not his and decided to move out.  I have this feeling that if the guy really loves her, he would accept the baby even if the b

So when I wished my cousin Nana Happy New Year, on NYE I asked her - what if i put my fb status as that.. Misi Mencari Arjuna - soulmate seeking mission.. Lol She just laughed. I didn't, not because I afraid to be labelled as desperate but honestly, I'm not even looking. Yes, I admit I wanna be with somebody, but with this age, people expecting a ring on my finger.. Not a dating phase.  Somehow I too think that love is for teens.  I want a companionship. I don't really see myself as a wife mothers.. U know, I did, but not anymore. I think I am too old for that.. Too late.  Well then, welcome 2014.. I have no idea what's in store for me but so far.. I'll continue tomorrow.  XOXO -Amylia- P/s : well never too old for selfie Kawaii photo app on my ipad LOL