Musical Life of Hushgirl

so this weekend, things were so surreal. You may guess, I sometimes thought this is not Malaysia like I used to know anymore. It changes and yes, to me, personally I so against the rally thingy. Went home late on Friday nite since got so many things to do last minute. Around 7 got call from some prankster. I dont wanna talk about it. Then around 8++ had to go and said goodbye to my Indian contract vendors. They asked if its safe to be around in the office so late, I was so ashamed. Malaysia that I know should have no problem and maintain its peaceful. I was just nodding and said, police were everywhere if they need any help. I was actually planning to go to Bukit Bintang after gym, but then told that gym to be closed on Saturday so I think it would be massive riot in Bukit Bintang also.So I adjourned my bills payment routine and just stayed home. It was devastated to stay home, reading facebook newsfeed and twitter tweets.. argh, Malaysians should be better than this. But seriously, w...

havent really play my fave toy for a while since gave Teddy to loan it, so yesterday shoot few things :) and also, yesterday had the finale dinner with Zai before she fly. Maybe, the next time we will share food together will be under the sakura tree. Amin :) if, panjang jodoh and murah rezeki =) Kindori Ice Cream ~ Pineapple and Strawberry for Zai Sumiyaki Coffee for moi! Sedap sgt!!! We went to Tony Roma's cuz we cant think of other place ( i actually nak makan sushi kat Saisaki :P ) Diggin the Roma's Sampler my first ever ribeye. I am not a steak eater, I started this year. Had t-bone and this, maybe wagyu later but honestly, not a red meat fan. my fave shoot! So cute with Zai's blurred face and Choc Avalanche. Although we were so full but I told her we must stopped for our  coffee session finale. Now, who will accompany me for the coffee session.. :( Hope Zai will have a blast time in her marriage and all. I will visit her lat...

its sad but it has to go.

It's true when they said the first step is the hardest. I have been longing to blog again ever since ever. Just this morning I had the urge to admit that Twitter got me carried away with the whole micro blogging, yes I am. I am Hanyut. Though I really miss blogging. I miss writing and pour everything into this space. Not really care who's gonna read it and what people think of me, I just.. I feel like when I blog, I feel belong. Somehow, officially its already 2012 and I have been blogging nearly 10 years. Same years I knew Nabil and many other wonderful things. When everything fly us back the the early millennium, I just couldnt as for more. Actually I dont really know what Ive been writing about .. listening to Edwin McCain - I Could Not Ask For More. This is actually a song I claimed to be my love song. When I listened to it for the first time, I was not in Love. Thus, I dont really get what the lyrics meant. But I know one day If I ever gonna fall in love, I would. ...

corals salad + green tea soba + caramelized onion and shitake + sliced of chicken breast.

In a haze, a stormy haze,  I'll be round, I'll be loving you always, always,  Here I am and I'll take my time,  Here I am and I'll wait in line always, always  coldplay_lyrics

So last Friday I went to pay the 1st payment for the Bali trip. Kakak agent was a very warm and friendly in person. I cant deny, she made me feel comfortable to talk with even though technically she was a stranger. After the transaction was complete, she still continued talking and I cant remember how the conversation be like this. "Amy dah ada bf?" I was just smiling - I still thought she was a stranger and I dont normally talk about my personal thing to a stranger ( but u blog amy! )  ~ i dont have a reader :P So I guess, from my smile and my blush, she took it as I have one. Then, she asked again. "Tunggu apa lagi?" "Tunggu apa?" yes, apparently I was being very naive. She went on and on about marriage boyfriend and all. Even startled me with, "kau ni jaga - jaga lah. Kang laki orang pulak." seriously. I didnt really tell her the whole thing, I was just nodding and giggling and listening. She said she was married to a guy she didnt lov...