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Secret Diary of a Call Girl

Since i have been all-done with Entourage Season 5 and Gossip Girl year 2, i went searching for some new series to download.

I usually downloaded here : XTVi

And i came across this nice series entitled, Secret Diary of a Call girl.

Just like a chic-lit novel that i own. and i actually forget to finish reading it. Not a good book for me, No turn on factor.

Ahh back to the series, the title was catchy. So i went googling, and i end up in Wikipedia.

whAT??? starring billie piper...



yucks!. dun wan lah.


so sleepy. i shud write about the planting exercise that ive been busy with. later lah.

i was a bit influence with Zed. i dunno why. i havent spoke to him for few days. ahh i just remember, i dreamt of marrying him. yux


cause Ive got a hand for you
Ive got a hand for you
cause I wanna run with you
Ah, wont you let me run with you?



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