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Think of me... Youuhuuuuuuu.....

OMG !!!!!

I must stop now! I cant stop listening to the Hello Its Me's song. hahahah but who to blame. It was a 70's song.. not just catchy, I read somewhere that this song is actually the One Hit Wonder u see. One Hit Wonder always the greatest!

like hm.. erm... Babylon Zoo - what the song called? cant remember.

I finally went to the gym today. After bringing the backpack for nothing :D well, i know why I were excited to go home earlier.. I was eager to talk to Mr Skype online. I was pathetic. But today is his last day at the plant, back to JB :) back to routine. I got the nite for myself again. YAY.

I dunno whether I'm supposed to miss him or not. Should I?

nah Its too early.. I was still thinking about the lame-ass Nabil

Well...

check out some Bella Scarlett pics :)




what else? I think I should go to bed :) Ciao!

Owh.. I watched He's Just not That into You with sis and cousins. It was fun :) Scarlett Johansson was wayyyy hot but Drew Barrymore is still the favorite one. And I do hope I would meet someone like Justin Long. *Dream On*



Hushgirl currently listening to : Photograph | Def Leppard | Vault : greatest Hits

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