Y'know.. its funny when we know more people, the more things get weird.
Being once an IT student, I spent a lot of time in front of PC. Began from my ma's huge desktop with a huge monitor, then my own little desktop with a flat screen. Amongst the first.. and yes, now with my own laptop.
To me, I just cant live without Internet. But I dun chat much, maybe yes, once ago. The ICQ period. :P love it! Im not kinda of person who chat in a chatroom.. like the mIRC stuff.. not me. To me IM is more intimate and personal and more, hopefully.. trustful.
I never underestimate the power of online relationship. I had a few, guys .. girls. Sometimes, we can get our own love life through online. And with more social network program like myspace and facebook.. things are more easier. Its easier to get new friends online than on real life :D ha ha true? cuz who will say Hi to stranger.. moreover Asian dun normally do that. And if we had Hi from stranger, would we say Hi back? No right?
So being a normal kid nowadays, I got some online friendship. and Most of the active time was when I was in Uni. Currently, I dun really chat with stranger anymore.. maybe I am not interested anymore.. or I am just plain lazy to start anew. So I chatted with my existing friends + chat friends.
Okay now we get to the interesting part. Its getting funnier :D I had this boy ( yea boy cuz he is younger than me, I think ) ha ha, he was in my YM list. I dun remember him. Maybe we chatted before. I think, its early this year. But it was a normal regular chat. And he flew to Ireland staying with some family over there and we had this very ocassionally chat thingy. But we kept in touch.
So things getting personal, I think its normal when we got closed right. But I may say things are not there emotionally. I think he crushed on me? But not me. I mean he is really a kid. Not even someone to fling
Just as recently, he was talking about something emotionally. I mean, things like deep conversation, intention of meeting up and stuff. Okay, meeting up? OMG .. i never plan that. and even if to meet? Seriously?
So, ok to meet for being friends n stuff is OK. but when things got mushy mushy, I felt quite scared. So what I did was, stalking him.. cyberly :D ha ha And i believe in Google to help me search what I am looking for and fortunately for me. with His name and his Yahoo ID, sure things I got his MySpace, the forum he hang out on and even worst, his online GF blog! ha ha ha
So this guy really dig online relationship and this girl is a schoolgirl. A wide range of demographic to count me in ha ha OMG. And I am not that angry or what la, its just funny. I know when guys got a real mushy mushy in a short period of friendship, I just know he is not sincere. An instant crush only can happened when eyes meet eyes. 4 eyes to be exact hehe
Ahh poor little schoolgirl.. and the even funny part was when I read the gf blog.. the boy was like.. a different person like I know. I mean.. is he real? or he is just a Goddamn liar? whats his purpose? and it was just so happened when I was asking myself of these.. He messaged me! ha ha the so called chemistry.
And it was casual at first. Trading "what were you doing today" stuff. Until when I said, " hey ure in Sabah right.. did you went to Labuan to see ur gf? "
and unExpectedly, he got silent since then. heheh nvm lah! They're just kids messing around..
note : im so suck in story telling of my physical life. Yknow the non-Emo thing kekeke well just to share. It was pretty funny =)
Hushgirl currently listening to : Sweet Sacrife | Evanescence | Open Door
Being once an IT student, I spent a lot of time in front of PC. Began from my ma's huge desktop with a huge monitor, then my own little desktop with a flat screen. Amongst the first.. and yes, now with my own laptop.
To me, I just cant live without Internet. But I dun chat much, maybe yes, once ago. The ICQ period. :P love it! Im not kinda of person who chat in a chatroom.. like the mIRC stuff.. not me. To me IM is more intimate and personal and more, hopefully.. trustful.
I never underestimate the power of online relationship. I had a few, guys .. girls. Sometimes, we can get our own love life through online. And with more social network program like myspace and facebook.. things are more easier. Its easier to get new friends online than on real life :D ha ha true? cuz who will say Hi to stranger.. moreover Asian dun normally do that. And if we had Hi from stranger, would we say Hi back? No right?
So being a normal kid nowadays, I got some online friendship. and Most of the active time was when I was in Uni. Currently, I dun really chat with stranger anymore.. maybe I am not interested anymore.. or I am just plain lazy to start anew. So I chatted with my existing friends + chat friends.
Okay now we get to the interesting part. Its getting funnier :D I had this boy ( yea boy cuz he is younger than me, I think ) ha ha, he was in my YM list. I dun remember him. Maybe we chatted before. I think, its early this year. But it was a normal regular chat. And he flew to Ireland staying with some family over there and we had this very ocassionally chat thingy. But we kept in touch.
So things getting personal, I think its normal when we got closed right. But I may say things are not there emotionally. I think he crushed on me? But not me. I mean he is really a kid. Not even someone to fling
Just as recently, he was talking about something emotionally. I mean, things like deep conversation, intention of meeting up and stuff. Okay, meeting up? OMG .. i never plan that. and even if to meet? Seriously?
So, ok to meet for being friends n stuff is OK. but when things got mushy mushy, I felt quite scared. So what I did was, stalking him.. cyberly :D ha ha And i believe in Google to help me search what I am looking for and fortunately for me. with His name and his Yahoo ID, sure things I got his MySpace, the forum he hang out on and even worst, his online GF blog! ha ha ha
So this guy really dig online relationship and this girl is a schoolgirl. A wide range of demographic to count me in ha ha OMG. And I am not that angry or what la, its just funny. I know when guys got a real mushy mushy in a short period of friendship, I just know he is not sincere. An instant crush only can happened when eyes meet eyes. 4 eyes to be exact hehe
Ahh poor little schoolgirl.. and the even funny part was when I read the gf blog.. the boy was like.. a different person like I know. I mean.. is he real? or he is just a Goddamn liar? whats his purpose? and it was just so happened when I was asking myself of these.. He messaged me! ha ha the so called chemistry.
And it was casual at first. Trading "what were you doing today" stuff. Until when I said, " hey ure in Sabah right.. did you went to Labuan to see ur gf? "
and unExpectedly, he got silent since then. heheh nvm lah! They're just kids messing around..
note : im so suck in story telling of my physical life. Yknow the non-Emo thing kekeke well just to share. It was pretty funny =)
Hushgirl currently listening to : Sweet Sacrife | Evanescence | Open Door
