Is this real? Is this fantasy?

a wise decision.

When I though his heart might change, guess I was wrong.
I have no place at all in his heart yet he had always been there.
Confused.

However I think now whatever will be, is for the best and I will always love him. Seriously.
For what, I dunno.

On the other side, I know I am always special.

( I noticed I dun really get so emo in my Emo Blog.. this is my place )

Hushgirl currently listening to : Bohemian Rhapsody | Queen

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Surfs up dude!

My fave penguin species =) Serious! xoxo Amylia

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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