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~ Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far. Far far away from here.~


Jenny Curran, Forrest Gump

hmm yes I watched Forrest Gump just now. I've been wanting to watch it since the last eating out in Bubba Gump last 2 weeks. Yes it was Nana's birthday.. and we had shrimp.  Few years ago, I watched it.. not really understand the movie.. maybe cuz I was young. I dun understand what life is.

And now I do. I hope I will appreciate it more, and if others dun appreciate it.. its your call.
Never of my business.. never of my concern.
Never of my losses.

and here I am. Struggling at works ( big projects coming up ), with great friends ( some might leave for their future.. as long as they're happy though.. I am fine ), with the only loverboy ( as busy as hell ) and the last but not that least.. my family. Yes there might be some trouble coming along but we all know.. everything has its ending.. misery will go away, wound will heal, dark memories will vanish though love will stay. Live with the love, things will be just fine. ( pronouncing "fine" like The Southerns )

ahh my ugLee hair!!! Bubba Gump, 2010

as for appreciating the Life too, now its time for Entourage 7.. final 2 eps. =)



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