Twenty Fourteen : Misi Mencari Arjuna?

So when I wished my cousin Nana Happy New Year, on NYE I asked her - what if i put my fb status as that.. Misi Mencari Arjuna - soulmate seeking mission.. Lol

She just laughed. I didn't, not because I afraid to be labelled as desperate but honestly, I'm not even looking. Yes, I admit I wanna be with somebody, but with this age, people expecting a ring on my finger.. Not a dating phase.

Somehow I too think that love is for teens.

I want a companionship. I don't really see myself as a wife mothers.. U know, I did, but not anymore. I think I am too old for that.. Too late.

Well then, welcome 2014.. I have no idea what's in store for me but so far..

I'll continue tomorrow.

XOXO

-Amylia-

P/s : well never too old for selfie Kawaii photo app on my ipad LOL

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

If you know my story, or if this blog still has the original entries, you sure do know that how excited I'd be with the second part of this movie. Yes as per the title. Of cuz it was related with my old man. The ex. Not that we used to go to a movie and watched it together, it was my fave even before I met him. Then when we were met, I shared to him all of my fave things. Including this, also the song Tentang Seseorang which I played in the background of our phone conversation in the wee hours. I have no idea when it became his favorite as well. But I know when he started to call me Cinta. Just like the main cast name. Just Lyke the movie, our relationship suddenly ended. I had hard times trying to forget him. Attempting to accept a new guy in my heart was really hard, and moving on?? He was indeed, my first love. And just like the movie too, we had our second chances. And toward the end, I really believe that, that was love. I was in love, he loves me. That was the closure

Emotion Sickness

I finally asked my bff a random question ive been shooting other bff to. Lol So I confessed that I have been stalking my ex- soulmate instagram account. I mean how wouldnt i do it? I was already lost n depressed. I thought it wont affect me. Indeed, it did. Fucking hard. But seeing his chubby yet high cheekbones put a smile on my face. You know the feeling when somebody who used to make you happy and hurt on the same time, its twisted yes, but im so glad i am happy seeing him happy! Even my bff agreed he has a nice life. Good job, pretty wife and cutest couple of baby girls. Yes im happy. I never seen my life having all that. Maybe thats the reason. I love you anyways. :) This is the last emotional entry I'll try

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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