Musical Life of Hushgirl

Latenight watching tv Wish you be here beside me Lately I have been watching Sex and the City reruns on Stw as I stay up to finish the office works. Yeah I know, no life. But, c'est la vie.  So on the last few episode it was the moment when Carrie broke the engagement up with Aidan. And she was again single.. And Three Five. Charlotte did say something like in average a person would engaged in 2 greatest love relationship ever. Is it? It doesnt make sense.. But greatest love of all.. Hummph maybe.  Obviously i had one. Maybe two. I dont know. Could it be love?  Crazy. As crazy as I would stay up for Arsenal vs Chelsea tonight. That definitely related with the two things I wrote about just now.  just me - Amy

In the middle of working crisis, I managed to watch the reruns of my fave tv shows of all time - Sex and the City And I watched the episode where Carrie dated this jazz man, Ray King And to me apart of his hyperactiveness he is a very interesting guy. I want to meet someone like that Why not? So yesterday (sunday) after ff7 we had our teh tarik session and the shop next door had its werkly jamming session. And after placing the order i went to see and there he was, tall with a very budak baik haircut looked at me with his sax on his hand. What a sight! I had super crush on him like 5 years ago and having him at least noticed my appearance was something so meaningful :) lol

I know it's over And it never really began But in my heart it was so real And you even spoke to me and said: "If you're so funny Then why are you on your own tonight? And if you're so clever Then why are you on your own tonight? If you're so very entertaining Then why are you on your own tonight? If you're so very good looking Why do you sleep alone tonight? I know because tonight is just like any other night That's why you're on your own tonight With your triumphs and your charms While they are in each other's arms"

Heyya. Its 2015! Ill be 35 this year, yay! Im sorry for a very long pause. I was actually thinking to start up a new blog. A fresh start, but i love this one too much and i am who i was, so i decided to stay. So far, 2015 has been a bitch to me. I thought i have changed, when i realized i am not. Maybe not 100 percent. But i am now in a better shape. Physically and mentally.. There are times, when i was lost.. So lost. I couldnt see the lights. Few days earlier, i was shocked by some news i heard from someone too dear to my heart. I ignored her for days after that. I wasnt sure i was sad cuz of her decision to elope or the fact that she found her happiness earlier than mine.  Happiness, i doubt.  But, at least.. Yeah..  So yesterday i texted her.. And she sounds happy that at least i didnt gone for too long. Whatever it is, family is still a family. I may not support her on matter like this,. But, i cant stop her to go get her happiness. If you consider that a happiness....

Ive been drafting this entry a lot of time but I was a bit hesitate to blog about it. So much reason behind it and I was thinking too, to close this blog. But too sayang. I dun have much peeps around me to share stuff and I am pretty bad in expressing what I actually feel verbally. So, yeah.. Im keeping this blog. At least for myself. So, if I said Im fully wearing hijab should I delete my old pictures. Hmmm.. Maybe yes and maybe later. For now, all I could say is, past is past. A new Amy? I hope too InsyaAllah. Last friday, I had lunch treat by my sister-cousin. I asked whats the occasion, she said to celebrate the new Amy. Well.. Yes, minus hijab, minus 5 times a day and Quran reciting habit, I am the old me. Its just that, whenever I realized that Im wearing a hijab, I felt a bit surreal. But Im glad. I was thinking to wear when Id be 40. No, no, I changed my mind. I thought of 35. But... I was a little hesitate. I was like, how this how that. I gave myself 3 months to sta...

If you know me, you would know that i watched football since i was little. As young as i remember Fandi Ahmad. Seriously. But im not the hardcore type, i dont have my favorite team in EPL. I used to like Liverpool but that was it. I just not a club fan. But i do love World Cup. I followed World Cup since 1994 i guess? I was 14. And still i wasnt the type who watched every single matches. I was a student for God sake. I only watched the finals.  I dont know why for some club fan who annoyed with me as the part time / seasonal football fan. Just because wc happens every 4 years so  i was regarded as the seasonal fan.  The thing is, i was misspelled neuer name as never. And this one keyboard warrior pointed my mistake. Fine i get it.  But he proceed with the insulting comment like - this is what happened when a gal got hype suddenly during the wc season.  And i was like. Suddenly? Do u really know me.? He is basically just s fren i knew from a forum. Not really a p...

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