Like usual, this morning I was dragging myself to work.
I wasnt late. The clock showed 8:25 am when I touched it. I smiled.
When I got at my desk, my AM was looking at some piece of papers. And one of them was my attendance list for January. Damn I was 5 times of late comer :(
My first warning. Luckily my AM was not so mad, I used the excuse of going home late but he said The Management didnt buy it. I should have known. Argh.. the dejavu came back in, my ex was telling me about his staff that had the red attendance. I was kinda imagining my ex as my boss when my AM nagged at me. It was weird.
I hope the February track record would be OK. I hope.
To get my AM felt a bit appreciated, today I finished one report in 2 hours. The user urgently asked for a data extraction. I did. My AM suggested me to do the report template on the system so the user can generate the data themselves. I did. And proudly emailed to user.. surprised them on my initiatives. My AM was happy. He said, he alone didnt mind about me being a late comer, especially when I was actually late within 5 minutes. He could see that at least I am a good staff, putting extra effort and initiative, working independently, a good team player and all. But having to come late is really out of his control. It is purely my fault. He said its not worth to lose half months of bonus for getting late within 5 minutes.
I felt very bad. I mean, I respect my AM and when I did this such of thing, its like I dun respect him.
Hmm...
in the Afternoon, I heard my AM called my handsome user to come. My handsome user was, I might say ( gosh I hope he wont find my blog.. ) he is the most attractive guy ever in my office. I guess so? At least, I still remembered the first time I laid my eyes on him. Those steamy eyes, luscious lips and of course dark skin. He used to sat beside me one time, discussing the task he required me to do. I put my hand beside his hand and compared our skin color. Damn he is dark! Not so tall, dark and handsome.
So today, when he came to see my AM, my AM was on phone, so he came beside me and watched me doing the coding. Somehow I didnt feel much comfortable since he was so close, I took a glare at him. And I smiled and said, 'Whut?' We were so close, I could see his mustache area. He was groomed but a little of hair there. I dunno how to explain. I wonder how he looks like after-shave. Or maybe, after shower?
He smiled. Still looking at my monitor. OMG. What it feels like to be his gf?! To see this wonderful creature God had created. Such an eye candy. Seriously. Anyway I saw his gf couple of times. And she is not that bad but I dun think she appreciated this beauty as much as I would :p He then asked 'Tak boring ke Amy buat keje ni?' then he looked at me. The sweetness of him vanished. Thats the exact same question my ex asked me, on one find Sunday evening. Wasnt I get bored of my work?
But it didnt upset me. I replied 'Lately ramai la orang tanya tu kat Amy. Macam nak suruh Amy carik keje lain jer' Did I flirt? No I didnt. He laughed anyway, Again I was melting.
I cant imagine what its like to be with someone so pretty. Handsome, exactly. I never dated one. However, any dates I have been with, looked sweet and handsome to me. Except few who really really bad looking. Whatever.. doesnt matter. I believe when you like somebody, you will see the beauty in them. Like when I looked at my ex wedding pics, he looked old and ugly. Seriously, but when he was beside me for real. He was the knight in shining armor. And I loved everything about him. His lips, his chubby face, his skin ( darker than me, of course ), his hair, his strong hands..
Amy is - a fool when it comes to love and a hopeless romantic.
I miss to be in love. I already AM!
Its late. I need to hit the sack. Cant afford to be late again now.. Hope to get my sweet dreams tonite.. mmmm last nite was actually dreamt of my ex. But when he showed up at my house, he turned to be Nabil. It was funny.
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I wasnt late. The clock showed 8:25 am when I touched it. I smiled.
When I got at my desk, my AM was looking at some piece of papers. And one of them was my attendance list for January. Damn I was 5 times of late comer :(
My first warning. Luckily my AM was not so mad, I used the excuse of going home late but he said The Management didnt buy it. I should have known. Argh.. the dejavu came back in, my ex was telling me about his staff that had the red attendance. I was kinda imagining my ex as my boss when my AM nagged at me. It was weird.
I hope the February track record would be OK. I hope.
To get my AM felt a bit appreciated, today I finished one report in 2 hours. The user urgently asked for a data extraction. I did. My AM suggested me to do the report template on the system so the user can generate the data themselves. I did. And proudly emailed to user.. surprised them on my initiatives. My AM was happy. He said, he alone didnt mind about me being a late comer, especially when I was actually late within 5 minutes. He could see that at least I am a good staff, putting extra effort and initiative, working independently, a good team player and all. But having to come late is really out of his control. It is purely my fault. He said its not worth to lose half months of bonus for getting late within 5 minutes.
I felt very bad. I mean, I respect my AM and when I did this such of thing, its like I dun respect him.
Hmm...
in the Afternoon, I heard my AM called my handsome user to come. My handsome user was, I might say ( gosh I hope he wont find my blog.. ) he is the most attractive guy ever in my office. I guess so? At least, I still remembered the first time I laid my eyes on him. Those steamy eyes, luscious lips and of course dark skin. He used to sat beside me one time, discussing the task he required me to do. I put my hand beside his hand and compared our skin color. Damn he is dark! Not so tall, dark and handsome.
So today, when he came to see my AM, my AM was on phone, so he came beside me and watched me doing the coding. Somehow I didnt feel much comfortable since he was so close, I took a glare at him. And I smiled and said, 'Whut?' We were so close, I could see his mustache area. He was groomed but a little of hair there. I dunno how to explain. I wonder how he looks like after-shave. Or maybe, after shower?
He smiled. Still looking at my monitor. OMG. What it feels like to be his gf?! To see this wonderful creature God had created. Such an eye candy. Seriously. Anyway I saw his gf couple of times. And she is not that bad but I dun think she appreciated this beauty as much as I would :p He then asked 'Tak boring ke Amy buat keje ni?' then he looked at me. The sweetness of him vanished. Thats the exact same question my ex asked me, on one find Sunday evening. Wasnt I get bored of my work?
But it didnt upset me. I replied 'Lately ramai la orang tanya tu kat Amy. Macam nak suruh Amy carik keje lain jer' Did I flirt? No I didnt. He laughed anyway, Again I was melting.
I cant imagine what its like to be with someone so pretty. Handsome, exactly. I never dated one. However, any dates I have been with, looked sweet and handsome to me. Except few who really really bad looking. Whatever.. doesnt matter. I believe when you like somebody, you will see the beauty in them. Like when I looked at my ex wedding pics, he looked old and ugly. Seriously, but when he was beside me for real. He was the knight in shining armor. And I loved everything about him. His lips, his chubby face, his skin ( darker than me, of course ), his hair, his strong hands..
Amy is - a fool when it comes to love and a hopeless romantic.
I miss to be in love. I already AM!
Its late. I need to hit the sack. Cant afford to be late again now.. Hope to get my sweet dreams tonite.. mmmm last nite was actually dreamt of my ex. But when he showed up at my house, he turned to be Nabil. It was funny.
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