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Hmmm..

I was thinking of writing something offensive but I decided not to. Because last nite I was offended, but it was OK. I know and understand the democracy for bloggers. You can say what U want to say and offend any readers like U want. Its a well known "freedom of speech" so I'm taking the safe road and trying to write whatever I like not whatever disguise me. Cuz I am not goin to make people feel what I feel.

Well, its like, if You dun like it.. dun bother reading it. Right?


Just a boring topic now. But feel like to write. Its nothing Intelligent. You may leave =)

Here's my Local favorite Things.

Fave Local Fruit : Manggis ( Mangosteen )
Not becaused I was called Manggis when I was 12 for having the pox scars all over my fave, Its just that.. Its a wild fruit. It doesnt look tempting at all but the result was awesome. I just love Mangosteen maybe cuz Its purple? :D

Fave Local Actor : -
I cant think of any. But to name a few, I like Hans Isaac. But not so much a favorite.

Fave Local Actress : Rita Rudaini.
Seriously. =)

Fave Local Breakfast : Nasi Lemak
Well... as predicted right :D

Fave Local Snack :

OMG this is so stupid. Ha ha ha. I think I better go chill out and unwind for a moment. Will drive back to KL this eve. Pray for my safety. Tata


note : yes I promised to be a good driver.

Hushgirl currently listening to : -

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