Heaven sent.. Heaven stole..

I cant sleep. It must be the coffee I just had. Hours earlier.. or maybe my mind clouds with thinking of Nabil. Half of me tells me that I should not talk to him anymore, It will only bring tears. I know I'd be dead if I know he with another girl. However, I am dead without him around me.

I dunno. I got on my laptop and deleted the latest email he sent. If only deleting his memoirs as easy as deleting the email. Sigh..

What should I do?

Hushgirl currently listening to : Forgiven | Within Temptation

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Surfs up dude!

My fave penguin species =) Serious! xoxo Amylia

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