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Mamat Japang

You know I dun normally talk about other people lives in my Blog right. Although most of the people around me have a lot of drama that I even can be on a Reality Show :D Haha which is mine is very very dull

Today I did some data patching and since I am just a developer, the DBA is the one who run it on the Live server, and I didnt know whats wrong on the live data, the table constraint was disabled. And since my DBA is a young fresh exec, I helped him to figure out.

So supposedly office ended at 4:45 pm.. he needed to wait for me until around 6 pm. And once the error is rectified, we went out together and it was raining so we shared the umbrella. I looked so much like a big sister taking my cute little brother go jalan jalan. Hahaha. and Can you imagine that while we were walking to the lrt station, he told me one of his BIG family matters.

Which I would not dare to tell anyone whom I just met.

Maybe its my sisterly personality that made him felt comfortable to share it with me. I feel so honored though..

Well, my family had our hard time as well when I was still in school. I must say it was pretty tough for me cuz my mom told me not to tell anyone. When she actually had me to share with. But I didnt share it.. neither of my best friends. It was that morning, I went to school earlier than usual. And my table mate was crying at her desk, I couldnt wait to ask why. Her parents were in rocky situation.. well maybe worst. Listening to her, I got sad thinking of my own. And we were cried together. It was a very gloomy morning I can still remember.

Thank God my parents are still together Although sometimes my mom always told me that she wants the capital D. But I guess, she sacrificed a lot for the children. Well from my own view.. I know my mom cant live without my dad. And she's in denial..


owh yea, the new bro in my office is half Japanese. Cute right.. he is now the most handsome guy in my company ha ha ha


note : no rice for Iftar today except Sahur this morning. cayalah!

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