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Sweetness

I seriously have no idea on how to start blogging again. I've been delaying few entries cuz lately I felt kinda down and all. My body is aching and yes, I need a nice back rub. But I know I just cant afford one so wait jer la.

So, yeah. What's new? My bff tied the knot, went to the wedding, spent couple of nites in JB, wished my man turned out to be a rocketeer, back in KL and realized that some part of my life is changing -- need some moment to cope with it though.

I feel kinda lost, anyway. I need some light to get me out of this darkness.

Darkness, yes. BW used to say that CB kept bringing her into the darkness. Yes, that was the moment she lived in her fairy tale love and about to marry a Prince of Monaco. Yet, last episode 10, she was eloped ( kinda ) with CB and when CB asked her "What about your dream, fairy tale wedding .. marrying a prince?" Of course BW would reply back "My dream doesnt matter, I wanna be with you. It's always been you, you're the one."

Honestly I was crying during that scene. And the scene before, when CB said he would love the baby like his own baby.

Of course that was just a movie scene. In the real world, if you carrying some other man's baby, you'll stuck with that man or be single for the rest of your life.

No? ok im too shallow. or pessimistic. hey Im listening to The Smiths.

:)

Anyway, before I mumble too much, I think I should share some pics ( Zai's wedding pics ) on my lovely blog so you could see some colors and my chubby face.

the wedding

sweetness no 1
cuteness no 1
couples of newlyweds
tgganu family i think. 

pink is Sweet

sweetness no 2

OMG tembamness no 1 :(
the Johoreans
the singles and the hooked


phewwww... each high def pics is about 6mb in size and damn, this broadband.. i need to sleep now. I had my The Smiths pill.. and yes, i need my sleep and dream and my man. Where art thou? 

(the beep beep sounds..)

owh... he just sms-ed :)

nice chemistry, baby. Love u



xoxo, Amylia










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