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The se7enth Day

Aku rasa aku akan ikut jejak zai and nabil untuk jadi antara orang yang hidup tanpa facebook account.

I mean, why not? The old friends kept in touch with u through facebook, yea but what's next? Do they be your truly friends? I bet not. So be it.

And aku bukannya ada benda nk dibanggakan dlm facebook pun. I dun have kids, I dun bake things and let my kids chew them all, I dun have en suami to buy me this to buy me dat. I dun get invitation to posh cocktail party and buying stuff that I proud to show off ( eh ada :p but no I dun actually like to show off, I was just under influenced ) and you know .. All the family potraIt with haPpy smiles on each faces were fake.

We're not that happy. Esp me. I'm a mess. I'm so screw up and I'm thinking.
I can live without facebook. I just know it.

And few months later, ill give up my bb.


An emo Amy.


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