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The Sixth

Finally, i was taking the MC today. Was actually thinking yesterday when my body was a bit hot but I had much things to do at works.. i know, but i dont wanna susahkan orang lain so I tried my best.  so happened that i had to wait until investment team completed their daily pricing calculation. it was almost 8pm

its just me that if i walk outside during maghrib time i usually get sick. 

oh yea, its funny that yesterday I called Mr Tikus and its work related call yeah. so he was like whos this? i was like whut??. cuz he usually dont ask, he usually knows it would be me. so i was like, whut?? baru 2 hari dah tak ingat my voice! he was away for 2 days for co training. hehe :) and he laughed like hell. and said my voice sounded different. it was husky. he said that word - husky. haha and i was almost wanted to say -- sexy tak?  and it was directly came to my mind that owh amy, that was flirt. u cant flirt with him!!

and i got quiet and he too. maybe he was goin to say the same thing? jeez. 

owh yea, then i had to listen to him nagging for like 10 minutes. gila!


p/s : somebody didnt care.. again :( shit lah. 


xoxo, 
Amylia 


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